jUkEs MoMeNtS sHeD TeArS!!!!!!!!!!

first tears in the first dae of the year begin

2007-01-01T18:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm i dunno why today i being soo emotional ya haiz i hate it soo much cuz mi to cry on the first dae of 2007 hmmm dunno the rest of my months days will it be sad ending haiz i am soo scared man !!!!1

Resolution for 2007

1) i wana to be attach to sum1 whom love and care for mi
2) smoothly pass my yr3
3) earn more money
4)slim down

going to happen

1) going oversea
2) doing my passport

this list will be here for the whole year hmmm will keep update my aims

sick and tired

2006-11-28T03:25:00.000+08:00

hmmm i am soo sick and tired of hearing from ppl when they are single , wat they sae is soo different after they attached ..............

haiz be4 they are attached they sae till sooo sweet so convincing but after attached is another matter liao haiz jus dunno why ppl is soooo san bian one haiz

i am reaallli sick and tired of it le ya hmmm pls help mi ya

mood sad and discourage

So tireddddd@@

2006-11-18T15:50:00.000+08:00

YES FINALLLI MY MST is over hehe hmm i am soo happy :)!!! hehe >>>>>

so yesterdae after my paper i went home change and get prepare i went out to vivo city with mei and ahma and ahma gf heex hmmmm sooo happened for mi i have been awake since thursday mid nite till tis morning 7 plus den sleep ya hehe hmm sooo tired yet is worth lolz hmmmm yesterdae mi go walk walk see see hmm realli like alot of thing ya in vivo haiz i jus no money to go buy now sob sob hmmmm after vivo, we went ps and meet up one of my frz from hk and den chi chat till ard 12 plus near 1 , we den change place to MR bean at paradiz shopping centre opposite lar hehe
hmmm when there to eat as for mi i had my earl grey tea hmmm after we finishing eating , we went off as my frz from hk is tired and he is sick soo we alll acc him back but be i head off to cineleisure for movie hmmm we went to his studio apartment to see see hurhur hmmm kinda of nice ya even though is small lar but is realli cosy to mi wor hehe hmmmm some the bed i realli love a lot ya cuz is a king size bed leh omg i sooo nice and big and comfy to mi lor hmmm how i wish i can have tat kind of bed ya hmmm after tat we went to cineleisure to catch a movie at 345 hmmm realli have bad experience ya mmmm as their is a idiotic fellow being soo inconsiderate ya hmmm haiz reallli kind of spoil my mood and another thing is the guy whom beside mi in the cinema oso abit of weird ya as the got alot of movement which keeping disturbing my vision :)
but after all the movie i do enjoy my nite hee

sign off ken yawnzzz!!!!!

I WAN MASSAGE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-15T11:32:00.000+08:00

ahaha recently haven been updating hmmm ever since i am single for so long hmmm kinda use to it le hehe cuz i am enjoying myself ya hmmm recently i am soooo into massage hope i could have a goood massage ya
hmmm my whole back and neck is sooo sooo stifff sob sob :'(
hmmm hehe hmmm i jus wanna sae

kenneth is back i wouldnt be sad over i wan my confidence back

sooo wat u fucker make mi lose my confidence but i now have build up i wun be like last time anymore cuz i noe there are ppl always supporting mi @@

from now on i will not be like before le hmmm i will do my best and look forward now my aim is to slim down

31 08 06

2006-08-31T04:43:00.000+08:00

HMMm i back to blog again lolz hmm it have been long time didnt update le during this period sumthing happen to mi my love one leave mi and i am single now hmm trying to adapt back to single lifestyle as hmm is kinda weird ya heex hmm but is okie i am not sad ya but jus wanna blog it to tell everyone tat i am back to S N A hehe mean single and available lolz hmmm wahahahaha
anyway i think wat had past had past i dun even wanna care anymore i shall look forward and move on as he alr have a partner le hmmm sooo mi shld go find one to heex and i hope i have found the one ya hehe he is joe hmm but we still not an item yet but being frz ya hmmm i noe u all will sae i am crazy cuz i haben see him yet i sae i love him le wahahha true wat to do tat me i fall in love easily mah wahhaha but hmmm i still have hesistation in him and doubt in him cuz i dunno will he break my heart tis time rd again ya heex hmmm wahahaha hmmm dun think abt it le wahahha

hmm recent me now having term break yes is time for mi to work more and to earn more money as to clear off my bad debt i have own hmmm hope i can clear by end of year be4 2007 comes ya mmmm since i am now single recently i have been watching movie wahahaha as i long time no watch movie and plus i watch for free why not rite haha hmm doh i watch so many movie realli make mi wanna watch again is "the devils wear prada " to mi it was a nice show and the moral of the story is meaningful to mi maybe to other is jus a movie but in this movie i could realli learn thing for it ya hmmm sooo to me this show realli is the best of all i watch ya heex

hmm i willl continue to blog if i got thing to blog hehe as for today i am done lolz with my crapping le hehe hmm take cares

ps : joe i love u :)

18 07 06

2006-07-19T02:08:00.001+08:00

hmmm have been soo long didnt updated my bloggy le hurhur hmmm on the 12 of jul i have reach the starting point of my adult life liao hmm soo sian lolz hmmm i am so happy to receive my favourite present which my hp d820 hurhur hmm from my beloved frz and buddy and darling hurhur like siken vivian charmaine charlene jeannie crystal lucus jon dom and lun hurhur soo touch the give mi a surprise celebration after my work hmm realli touch ya love u all guyz ya
huggx
hmmm during the the past two week i being celebrating my birthday when to O bar for the past two weekend hurhur hmmm there realli nice and luckily i wasnt get drunk lolz if not i die man heex

hmmm abt mi recently hmm nothing much happen jus like study work study work that it hmmm nothing much happening hurhur

oh jus past sunday i went to sentosa outing with my work frz aka " family members" kinda enjoying ya hurhur hmmm there are abt 14 of us including mi ya like diana, cassbella, boon ,qi huimin, ying feng, tong lun, junquan, siew eng, lun, changde, likheng and honglie hurhur quite fun heex

love life nothing happen lolz hmmm stay the same mi and my dear heex

hmm nothin much le lar heex i think i am going to stop here will cont to update it ya heex looking forward ahead of my future ya :)

18 07 06

2006-07-19T02:08:00.000+08:00

28 02 06

2006-02-28T14:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm yea here i am again updating my blog heex hmmm ahaha bro dun need to be shock lar hmmm i am jus saying who i realli am ya hmmm wat for need to hide since i am an aj so wat hmm i wun go tell ppl i am aj but i rather they goo seee and find out themself as zhi shi bao bu zu huo de hmmm some how one day all ppl ard mi will find out one lor heeex

hmmmm YIPPIE EXAM FINALLY IS OVER BUT HAIZ ATTACHMENT IS DRAWING NEARER TO MI LE HAIZ I DUN WAN ATTACHMENT IS DAMN BLOODY ULU LOR HAIZ
hmmmm is at jalan besar hmmm sooo ulu lor even doh is at bugis area but but is soo difficult to find the place compare to my working place at bencoolen lor hmmm haiz but wat to do tis is my sch life haiz sooo i have to be good boy to goo work le lor lucky i am being pay for that if not i will kill the lecturer hurhur hmmm sooo sian recently i have been with my sch work and exam and have no time for my boi hmm boi boi sorry muck miss u wor hurhur hmmm soo fast is alr one year and two mth and eight daes le hmmmm but i doubt boi boi will rem lar hurhur hmmm anyway recently i get to noe alot of frz and soo coincident dat i get to noe sum1 tat bro oso noe one hurhur world in aj circle is realli very small hmmm yea now holidae i must realli enjoy myself hmm kk lar i got to go le hmmm going out heex hmmm will update here when i have thing to update heex muck love u all guyz

kenx

05 02 06

2006-02-06T02:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW TO EVERY ONE WHO HAVE VISITED MY BLOGGY hmmmm have been a long time dint hmmm update my blog le hmmm cuz i am super lazy and slack to update it hurhur hmmmmm sooo i jus wanna sae i am doing fine but super slack for this semster in sch hmmm i faill mostly all my paper

hpe a new yr will have a new start for mi and i hope i can do welll in my exam in order to get promoted to next yr hmmmmm and v day is coming haiz sooo sian lolz head soo pain lolz
hmm dunno wat to buy for my dear dear heex

hmmm since is a new yr soo i shall have new confession to all ppl whom visited my blog and still dunno abt mi much hmmm okie sooo now u all will noe if u all have to see tis post

kenneth is no longer the old kenneth tat u noe
he has changed as time goooes by and now i shld let u all noe mi as who i am i am no a straight i am bi i have a bf and now i am happily attach with my boi for one yr alr mmmm soooo i jus wanna sae if u wan to be my frz i am glad too but if u dun wan is okie ...... anyway i consider le
soooooo being a bisexual i am happy to be who i am :) soooo if u cant take it jus keep it to urself and dun voice it out and pls dun ask mi why i become bi :)

cuz tis is born in mi :)

tata everyone time to gooo bed
goodnite
take care huggiz

30 12 05

2005-12-30T06:31:00.000+08:00

haloz everyone hmmm soo stress tue test start and i jus start to revise cuz why still in holidae mood lor hmm but no chance have to reallli ping ming student now ya heex hmmm and from xmas till now nothing much had happen jus tat mi lian and angie and ahma got our hair down hurhur
heez

16 12 05

2005-12-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm hehe i am back again hmmm sooo fast christmas coming hmmm i realli dunno wat to do man hmmm after christmas i got exam and now sooo stress heex but not too worry cuz i am happy cuz i get to see my nephew and he is now sleeping in my mummy room hmmm haiyo sooo sooo cute but he like to cry hurhur hmmm dunno why heex hmm kk lar nothing much i jus wanna sae i am happpy cuz my nephew is here and later in the morning we will be celebrating his first mth heex haiz sianz i gonna be the host again haiyo oooh no have to help my bro again but i doubt i will mostly i will hide at home first heex

08 12 05

2005-12-08T15:27:00.000+08:00

ahahaha not again stop updating for sooo soo long time le hurhur hmm but i now here to update it as jus dun wish to let my bloggy grow cob web heex hmmmm sad sad one more dae my buddy bro is enlisting hmmm but no worry cuz will meet up soon again hurhur plus yesterdae we allll did meet up together jus dat yan and jon not ard nia but will have chance no worry hmmm bro dom hmm u must take good care of urself in there ya hmmmm gan ma willl miss u wor hurhur hmmmm and for me hmmm i still have a year more den will enlist heex .....

ever since my last update till now nothin much happen on mi heex and lastly is i jus got my haircut yesterdae be4 the meet up to gooo ktv heex hurhur!!!!!! yeah!yeah! my little nephew is coming back next sat yippie i awaited for this moment fooor soo soo soo sooo long le heex hmmm and mi now gettting more and more frz i guess my life have been spice up again hmmm i miss my babe tooo haiz we abt a mth didnt realli meet up for lunch le hmmmpfff soooo sad rite hahaha but is okie cuz both of us are busy with our own thing and even if i m bored i still have my buddies and my kors to acc mi hurhur hmmm kor-----> godbro hurhur hmmm sooo i still wun be lonely heex hurhur ..........

BUT stressfulll daes are coming which is my MST arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suckkkkz fuckzzzz hmm cuz i got to crack my brain and squeeze my brain juice again haiz jus dun like the feeling of studying but wat to do this life i have to face it hmmm sooo i shall not slack man i must be serious but dunno why i still been very slack jus like today i sleep thru my lecture hurhur but not the whole lecture lar but most of the time i am sleeping and not listening heex hmmm and now i am in my sch com lab to rot and waiting for the make lesson at 515 pm till 630 ooh my goshess sooo sucz hmmm i guess later sure willl dose off again heex hurhur :p hmm kk lar i will end here le mmmmm doubt today after sch goo home oso wun be going anywhr cuz tml got sch and after sch got to work :)

18 11 05

2005-11-19T04:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm been few daes didnt update le hurhur hmmmm yea yea i m unlce now hurhur waited for sooo long finalli my nephew is born hehe sooo happpy my nephew is sooo kawaii heex hmmm today i am sooo tired cuz morning 8am lesson after school went to work till 10 pm and after tat mi went to meet mei with jon and angie
after tat we went to boonlay mac to eat cuz alll of us are hungry and after tat ahma oso join us and after finish eating jon n angie gooo home cuz jon papa come fetch them and left mi mei and ahma sit at mac chit chat tillll 3 plus hmmm kk lar i am tired going bed hugz every1

15 11 05

2005-11-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

OUCH my ankle area is sooo painful hmm sob sob dunno wat happen to my leg it have been aching for quite sum daes and today plan to go see sinseh but fuck when i wanna goo the pain is not as pain as when i m in sch fuck hmmmm today nothing much in sch but onli keep grumbling abt my ankle is aching hmm sob sob hmmm and today after sch when home as nothing on sooo went home straight plus mummy coooking yippy and er sao giving birth this week sooo delightful hehe as i am going to be uncle and got baby to carry le hurhur hmmm and when reach home i went to bath after bath went to eat dinner and after dinner watcch abit of tv and when to see sinseh but in the end i didnt cuz is not soo pain soo meet mei sit at coffee bean awhile den went over to boonlay mac to meet ah ma (siken ) hmm and mei have her dinner there whereas mi and ah ma see her eat and after her meal we sit sit and mac chit chat and rot and who noes after mei receive a msg she totalli change her mood..... she from happy mood become saddy mood haiz dunno who the heelll make her unhappy hmmm soo heart pain to see mei like tat haiz hmmm jus wanna tell mei mei this thing no matter wat we willl always be there for u :) hmmm overall today i am quite happy bah i guess but i maybe will lose a good frz haiz :)

14 11 05

2005-11-15T01:24:00.000+08:00

hmmmm haloz everyone it has been soo long i didnt realli update my blog le hmmmm thing didnt reaallli seem to be goood for mi hmmm this couple of mths my mood have been up and down haiz i oso dunno why hmmm i guesss as i think i shld be serious of doing my thing now hmmm i must realli plan my future ya hmmm i dun wish to be a loser in everything anymore hmmm i must be strong hmmmm sooo fast it has been a yr in this circle alr and i think is time to be more open i guess haha but i doubt i can be i guess but anyway i still think as ppl always sae zhi shi bao bu zu huo de paper cant be wrap ard fire it will be burn hmmm as i think is true and i realli noe wat i realli wan le and wat path i shld take hmmm this few mth i think is the most stress and moody and sicky mth for mi like heartbroken sick and study cum work stress hmmmm alot lar hmmm and now is my dearest bro leaving mi and going army liao hmmm sob sob but no worry i still have my kors and my best buddy siken mei mei mimi jon and angie hurhur hmmmm and the most impt person who have walk with thru the tenth mth my dear although thing didnt goo welll between us but i noe u are there hmm but actualli i am thinking abt our relationship actualli i still think am i the riteful guy for u ??? hmmm i realli dunno as i think u deserve to have sum1 better den mi hmmm but always i talk abt this matter u always assure mi that u dun mind tis and tat and u sae i am the one for u but i dun think soo cuz i didnt do the very best for u ya hmmmm even my buddy sae mi and u dun realli match but i oso dunno hmmm and i oso cant bear to let u go but if one dae u decided to leave mi i oso wun mind cuz if u found sum1 better den mi jus gooo ahead cuz as long as ur happy i am hapy for u liao hmmmm and from now i willl treasure u but dear even though i noe u wun be seeing tis but is okie jus wanna teelll u is that i willl treasure u as much as i can till the dae u leave mi :) hmmm plus tooooo my god sis' u all will be rem in my heart hmmm lastly hmmm i love my 'FAMILY' heex hmmmm and from today onwards i will try to update my blog even i dun have things to blog hurhur cuz i dun wish to let my bloggy grow cobwebs hurhur as to defeat the purpose of my blogspot de chun zai hurhur

04 11 05

2005-11-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmmmm finalli i m recover hmm soo happy and sch term start again omg hmmmm nitemare is back again hmm haiz i realli dint enjoy my holidaes hmmm why why study so stress work sooo stress why we have to leave under stresss is sooo miserable arghhhhh feeel like running away for it hmmm SHIT AND THAT LIFES

LIFE 'S SUCKZZZZZZZ????

27 10 05

2005-10-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

I AM SICK TERRIBLE SICK HMMMMMPFFFF SUFFFERRR FROM FEVER AND NOW IS DIARRHOEA OMG IS SOOO MISERABLE HMMMMM I WAN TO BE CURE INSTANTLY I HATE THE FEELING OF DIARRHOEA

01 10 05

2005-10-01T02:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm finalli exam finish le hmm soo happy but oso sad sad lor hmm cuz i might need to repeat one module hmmm sooo sianz but today realli enjoy my dae today hmm morning went to get my hair cut yeah finalli i get my hair cut le heex soo happy finalli today i get my haircut le heeex hmmm but realli trouble mei mei to acc mi to get my hair cut heex!!!!! den after that we went to meet jon and angie and bro heex cuz today we all went to ktv today as we alr plan be4 hand le sooo today realli enjoy lor cuz we sang from 4 to 8 ahahaha after singing we went to meet siken den after tat we went to have our dinner at the food court of cineleisure hmmm after dinner we went to starbuck sit sit and rot ahahha and we were psychoing siken not to gooo club soooo in the end we went to catch movie at jurong point we went to watch the duke of the hazzard hmmmmm but not realli dat nice jus onli inside jessica simpson was sexy in the movie lor N during the journey back hmm is realli sooo funny keep luffing non stop cuz bro keep being the laughing stock among us and mei mei :P hmmm after the movie den went back home lor hmmm soooo tired now le lor hmmm going bed sooon but now i realli wish my bro willll be happy with his life now le hmmm no matter wat i will always be by ur side :) love u guyzzzz miss u all today reallli enjoy my dae for today hope i will have a wonderful daes down the road.......

30 09 05

2005-09-30T03:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm have been 3 week didnt update my blog hmmm sorry guys have been busy with my exam hmmm 29 was my last paper and i didnt very badly for my this last paper haiz i am sooo freak out now hmmm i jus hope and pray hard tat i wun need to repeat can le hmmm i realli dun wish to waste soo much time here to do this and that ya i am sooo tired le as i am getting other and btw i graduate i am alr 22 and den i need to serve ns for 2 yr hmmmm i dun think i can afford to waste anymore time in my poly life le soo kenneth better get ur bloody idea awake ya hmmm dun dream liao no more time for u to dream le as u are no longer young le ...... hmmm recently nothing much happen ... hmm oooh ya sumthing happen to mi jus a two daes ago hmmmm nite time i admitted to alexandra again hmmm but didnt stay over nite but but i was in there for abt 2 hrs ya hmmm no why ??? hmmm easy becuz my shoulder dislocate again haiz hmm realli feel soo guilty to make jon to wait as he is soo tired and need to work the next dae tilll very late hmmm feel soo bad ya hmmmm and realli appreciate and glad to have him as my buddy hehe nevertheless oso to my sista and brudder ya hmmm i love u all guyz hmmm being soo supportive to mi hmmm thankz u thanz alot ......... hmmm recently my mood is up and down mmmm reason i oso dunno how to sae it out and soo i decide jus keep to myself dun ask mi why cuz i oso dunno how am i going sae or shld sae i oso dunno how to solve it lor ....... and this few daes like really have fall in love with tis sooong .....

Because Of You(kelly claskson)

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I�ve learned the hard way to never let it get that far

(chorus)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don�t get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust, not only me,
but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid

I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that�s weakness in your eyes
I�m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can�t possibly break, when it wasn�t even whole to start with

(chorus)

I watched you die, I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night, doin the same damn thing

(chorus, but slightly different)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don�t get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don�t know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I�m ashamed of my life, because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid

Because of you�

Because of you�

and dom dom send mi my favourite song and another my fav too which are "song from a secret garden,Karunesh - A Journey of the Heart n yi shi de mei hao by zhang hsao han " hmm listen to this songs will make mi thing of alot of thingz hmmm i nothing lar hmmm i going bed le i will stop here hmmm take cares

090905

2005-09-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

hmmmm yesterdae was my mei birthdae hmmm yea finalli my mei is 20 yrs old le hmmm yesterdae nothing special as we went to lau pa sa eat zhi cha hmmm ahahha total mei pay 100 dollar hmm feel soo bad and after the dinner who has mi jon siken lene mei but bro dom not ard angie and lun and sel hmmmm quite okie last nite as i realise tat mei didnt realli enjoy herself last nite when we headed to lash to have a drink and we cut the cake for mei heex hmmm doh isnt her fav cake mango cake see and hope she realli enjoy it lor hmmm as i really hope she was happy and as usual we play guessing no and follow by true or dare but last nite isnt that fun cuz there is two ultimate str guy lolz cuz dey arent open minded person as i can seee wahahahaha and mei mei is sooo fake in sense of being happy actualli she isnt cuz she keep one to goo fish prawn ard chinese garden there and in the end her wish come true we went there but not mi and lene cuz i need to goo home and lene is not feeling well tooo and hmmm yesterdae wasnt fun as dom is not there sob sob haiz hmmm but is okie dom today is able to meet us after his band practice yippe heex :) and i willl stop here den cheers evey one

02 09 05

2005-09-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm a few daes dint update my lovely blog le hmmm maybe recently busy with rushing my journal to hand in today soo didnt realli update here hmmm recently nothing much happening thing happen lar but jus a few daes ago wednesday i didnt go sch cuz i overslept and no one go sch on that dae sooo i didnt gooo sch instead i went to clementi to find mei hmm i am so bored when over there cuz i meeting joshua kor for a movie sooo i over at mei workplace rot till abt time i head towards to town to meet kor hmmm when saw kor i was sooo speechless cuz kor do look better in real den in pic tis is realli wat i wanna sae heex we watch valiant hmmm is abit stupid but stupid in the way of making u lufff i guess heex as the cinema is quite pack for wat i notice lar hehe hmm den after movie kor n mi head to somerset to sit sit and i waited for siken sis to come meet mi lar and when jie reach le mi and kor head to mrt at orchard cuz jie meet mi at taka soo i walk kor down to orchard mrt and after send kor offf i went to meet jie and lucus hehe hmmm and meet them le and after there dinner lucus went to meet her frz at meritus soo we follow here when reach lucus frz workplace WOAH!!!!! IS MY first impresssion the shop design is sweet and cosy hmm i love the chair soo soo much and lucus frz is soo cute hahaha i see i got hook by her lol hehe den and u all guess who i saw omg is my fav host wor sharon au wah she is gorgeous oh man she is soo pretty lor hmmm and she is so friendly when she abt to leave she look at mi and sae byebye to mi which i see le i am soo stunt hehe cuz dunno how to react as she smile and sae byebye to mi omg ahahhaa den after tat we went to starbark to drink coffee and wait jon over there and when jon reach and lucus went back home mi and siken and jon went to club 95 for a drink hmmm wah went reach there the place is not bad but is abit hot and smalll lol maybe is not but i am big size i guess ahahahah when over there we all chit chat chat all of things lar...... and i saw irene ang as it was her birthdae and she is the owner of the shop too hehehe and she is soo slim down alot and she is sooo funny person and tat dae the place has a theme which is call the beach wear soo the staff over there wear till very casual jus like go to beach feeling ya hahahha hmm and when abt midnite we headed home as we alll are tired soo went back home hmmm and i realise sumthing izzit mi attitude changes or wat i realli dunno cuz siken voice sumthing abt mi saeing tat mi change le cuz she feel tat she no longer can share her problem or wat with mi le cuz she sae i being to straight forward rather being a frz to console her but i jus making her feel worst hmm maybe i oso dunno and mi myself oso dunno wat i realli wan and doing lor i am soo lost even doh u see i am soo happy but no one willl know how i feel as maybe jus being strong in front of u all and u all noe i cry on that dae u all dunno and i cry i oso dunno why hmmm anyway if i realli being a pest to u all jus tell mi and i will noe wat to do as i noe i am no longer as strong as be4 and caring as be4 le sooo if u all got anything unhappy with mi jus sae it out to mi the more u keep to urself the more i dunoo and onli friction will spark out ya sooo anyway i wun sae further more jus tat got anything u all wan mi to change or wat jus let mi noe cuz u all dun sae i wun noe :) hmmm i think i wrote alot le and lastly i treasure my frz my god bro and everyone who i care for!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm good nite sweet dreamsz

26 08 05

2005-08-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha hmm have been a mth didnt update my blog le hmm i am too lazy to update one thing and oso nothing much to blog abt but i have thing to blog recently which is on the 23 of aug and 24 of aug hehe hmmm i will start blogging on the 23 of aug ......
on the 23rd aug it was our miss tan mei yan charlene aka mimi 20 yr old birthdae hmmm and we went to gib her a surprise at swensen cuz we didnt inform her tat we will be there cuz we told here we will meet her after her dinner at swensen and give her a surprise but in the end plan change we decide to celebrate with her at swensen ahahaha hmmmm when she arrived she didnt saw us even she walk pass the door which make us stunt but is okie we can understand cuz she has mimi eyes soo she cant see us lolx den when she sat down den we walk towards her and she got abit shock after she saw us and we sat down chit chat wait for our other two frz who were late lar who is corene and dom hmmm and will waiting we chit chat take pic and those ppl ard who is mi siken charlene vivian jon and jean hmmm is soooo nice to chit chat and fun and when all arrive we start order food to eat hehe hmmm as all of us is quite hungry but dom came later after we finish out main cuz den he appear ahahaha and when after our main course the desert serve us which is ice cream hmm soo sinful rite lol but who cares ahaha cuz be4 tat i order a french fries for myself and share prawn dipper with siken hmmm after the desert cake were out too and we sang song for her and even malu her ahahaha hmm they celebration which is sooo soo fun lor ahahha i realli enjoy it ya hahaha n lene cry cuz she is soo touch heex hmmm realli hope she do enjoy herself hehe hmmm and aftet the celebration we when to cb to meet jin yee and lan and zhi hmmm and sit at cb until ppl clos ahahaah and on the 24 nite mi and jon dom siken and ash went to drink hmm it is fun ya tat nite cuz a lot of thing happen and i am too lazy to blog cuz i am too tired le cuz jus came back from work hmmm anyway i am soo happy to work cuz got money ahahha n after the cue ahahaha and beside dranking we play true and dare which sis soo sooo fun lol hmm lash is a nice place lor heex jus at esplanade ahahha hmm anyway i will stop here le lar cuz i am tired le
hmm sleeping le good nite every one hugz ......................

26 07 05

2005-07-26T12:34:00.000+08:00

hmmmm yesterdae went to sch to study with chang de hmm is nice to study in sch i guess lol but jus tat there is a group of bloody idiot is soo noise behind ya noise behind there like no body business like tat hmm but lucky i stilll can study cuz of my disc man but i am abit sad is how i study i still dun understand man die i am sooo die meat tis time rd man FUCK!!!! KENNETH i am sooo stress now man i still dunno how to get started to study for my first paper haiz hmmm i have programming is a killer paper for mi man fucker arghhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enufff of my complain and now i am going to sae abt my sad thing which is my buddy flying to japan for vaccation till tis sat and my beloved god bro is leaving today at six to three place and will be back next fridae hmm soo sad ahaaha but when they back i am happie waahahaha cuz i will get my gift they buy for mi when they come back from oversea hehehe
lolz
yippie heex kk lar i going to start my revision soon hmmm i cant slack anymore hugz kenneth JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

22 07 05 to 25 07 05

2005-07-25T01:33:00.000+08:00

hmmmm ahahaha i am here to blog again hehehe hmmmmm tis time round i blogging regarding abt our hotel stay on the 22 of july to 23 of jul aahhaa and jus a a two dae one nite stay at m hotel and there are six of us who is mi dom jon mimi mei and siken and plus angie hehe instead of meritus ahahahah hmm but is okie we still enjoy it ya cuz is realli enjoying ya aahhaha cuz supposely we book for meritus hotel but there is problem cock up due to the booking the wrong date for the hotel ya hmmm and when we knew tat the is a problem booking of the hotel hmm mi and siken is soo angry and freak out and sooo we went to the nearby starbuck cali gym outside one to sit down and wait for help hmmm but lucky auntie save us cuz she manage to get a room for us at M hotel ahahha sooo we felt relief cuz tat dae i was carrying lot of barang barang lor hmm and plus i told my mummy i wun be back tat nite and i cant imagine i went back home tat nite she will surely luff at mi until like hell lor hmmm and den after confirm there is rm at M hotel auntie call and sae she wil fetch us over but in the end onli siken goo check in the hotel cuz mi and jeff head toward to gym after auntie came to fetch siken and mi went gym with bro and we gym till ard 530 and left the place cuz bro sae he dun wish to bump into sum1 he dun wish to see one sooo we stop gyming at 530 and u noe wat surprisingly i went to orchard gym ahahaha and one thing to sae i still prefer RP cali gym hmmm i still like the place lar hahahah hmmmm and after gym mi acc bro goo centrepoint to get his puma singlet after tat mi bro and mei head down toward to m hotel as mei was in town oso so meet her up at somerset mrt and goooo down to hotel together and when we reach hotel ahahah we slack there and have fun in there fight play all sort of nonsense lar aahahaha but i realli enjoy
and we abt 7 plus we all start to go bath and dress up cuz we going club tat nite hmm mi siken mimi and jon and cystal headed to black and lian went out with angie and rus and dom went out with dave and wils hmmm i am do enjoy tat nite at black although the song dun realli i like ya ahahaha or maybe i no mood i guess hehe den we left ard 230 and went to mac to get some thing to eat as my stomach is gumbling ahahha and i when i was at the mac i receive mei call sae tat dom is drunk and was going back dave place and i was shock cuz a min ago he still msg mi and ask whr am i sound sooo awake and in the he is drunk oh man ...... and soo i call back no one pick up and the second time dom ans and keeep askin mi where am i bla bla bla..... den hang my phone and sooo in the end i call mei to get dave no and call back and when dave pick up the phone i talk to him and ask him to send dom back to the hotel room and dave was sooo goood and jus sae okie sure no problem and send him back to hotel rm hmmm and when dom back to hotel wahaahhhaha it was another luffing matter for us lol cuz he is drunk and keep do those funny funny thing lar n ask him goo bath he also almost do stunt stunt us man
he almost tear the toilet down man lol ahhaha lucky he didnt lolz hmmm den when he went to sleep ahaha we alll have peace till next dae morning and the hotel stay jus came to an end ahahha but i will still rem the fun and the bond btw the six of us again ahahaha hmmm cuz it is realli realli fun ya hmmm love it soo much mmmm anyway we also do take pic in the hotel lar ahahhaaha hmmm realli love the stay in hotel hmmm hope to stay in hotel often lolz hmm cuz is realli nice to stay at hotel leh to mi lolz :) hmmm anyway there isnt much to blog for the pass one dae after the stay at hotel cuz sat nite i stay home and sleep ard 12 and went work which on the sun after 12 and work til 8 hmmm and tat it lor nothin much hmmm sooo i m ending here goood nite every one love u guys heex hmmm especially mi laopo and my brother and sistas and my dear dear ahahhaa huggies sweet dream

20 07 05

2005-07-20T02:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm today was an enjoyable dae for mi but is onli during the evening time onli hmmm why i will tell later.... but i will blog from morning tilll now wat had happen to mi ya :)

hmmm today morning was raining and the weather was sooo nice for sleeping sooo i sleep till very shiok ya hmmmm how i wish i can continue to sleep but i cant cuz i have to goo sch for the morning math tutorial!!!! as usual i am late for it ya hahaha hmmm always late for my lesson .... den after math tutorial i went to have my breakfast with june at fc4 and after our breakfast we went to our class to take our lab test haiz i am soo sooo sooo sad cuz i fail my lab test f*** i realli dunno how to do lor i realise i am realli hopeless in my lab man s*** arghhhh den after the lab test i went to com lab to use computer as to relax myself and to da fa shi jian!!!! after using finish the com i went to my lesson at 1pm and follow the another tutorial lesson at 2pm, den after lesson my frz mic came to my sch to fetch mi home cuz he is on the way to jurong so i ask him to send mi home .....(it rain the whole mornin till i reach hm ) and in the car i am soooo scare cux mic drive till very fast and like initial d like tat lolz hmm but i still enjoy cuz is very shiok ahahaha hmmm den after the send mi home , the first thing i reach home i switch on my lappy and den head towards shower rm to shower as i am preparing myself to gooo for or gv jp dinner at merchant court hotel (ahahaha this is the part i wanna tell u tat i enjoy myself ). but before meeting steven and others i meet sis siken to go down to coffee bean to sit sit and s**** and when time reach i went to meet steven they all and depart with siken !!! den when reach the hotel we went to sit at our reservation table to wait for huiying and alll her staff excluding all of us . hmm when dinner start mi likheng and sis diana when to take food for we share the food among us ya and eat till very full and and of the dae we have our luckky draw and i win myself a cup coke cup ahahha and after dinner we went to ktv at orchard ahahhaha happening rite and enjoy myself hmmm and sing till ard 1245 i left cuz i am having lesson tml morning 10 plus diana wanna gooo home tooo sooo took cab with her and qiqi and kwang wei hmmm and now i am super shag and tired i going bed le hmm nitenite every body i gooo bed liao and will end here hurhur huggies

15 07 05

2005-07-15T02:13:00.000+08:00

hahahaha hmm my 20 th birthdae jus pass le hmmm this yr as usual my buddy celebrated with mi again ahahah and again in jp coffee bean ahahhaha hmmm aldoh is abit bo liao to u all but to mi is meaningful cuz they still rem my birthdae and buy mi cake and present and wun forget to celebrate with mi hmmm i am soo happy and touch hmmm and even happy to see dom appear cuz be4 hand he call and sae he is going back but in the end he turn up i saw him i was sooo happy lor cuz i realli wish he can come lor even doh thru the phone i sae is okie but i dint realli mean it lor cuz any1 can dun turn up but he cant lor cuz he and mi is sooo closer brother lor if he didnt turn up i will be very sad one lor hahahaha (hmm sound very gayish rite but who cares ya hmm i realli miss my bro alot as recently unpleasent thing happen and make mi even wanna be with him all the time if i can make it but i fail to do so haiz :( ) hmmm anyway my birthdae is over le i am finali touch the line of 20s le hmmm sooo i am going to be a man in another yr hmmm sad man haiz and now i going and have to concentrate on my upcoming test haiz jus dunno why i still sooo slack haiz wanna die le man hmmm i think i mustnt le hmmm have to buck up liao hmmm anyway i will end here cuz i need to turn in sooon tml still have lesson sooo guyz take care huggies muck miss u all :P

07 07 05

2005-07-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

hmmmm now is alr the 7 of july le hmm jus another 5 more daes is my 20th birthdae hmm dunno how to celebrate normali ppl shld be happy of celebrating birthdae but mi is kinda moody oso dunno why haiz maybe jus no mood bah haiz whyzzzzz tell mi whyzzzzz hmmm today after school went to gym with jon and dom hmmm gym until ard five plus as mi and dom reach ard 3 plus and start to gym till jon come and continue to gym till five plus den when to change hmmmm after gym i went to clementi to pass mei her stuff hmmmm and den headed home hmmm and tis wat i done today and today i hear from laopo tat she is soo sad hmm laopo dun be sad kk muxt be strong ya hmm and u must take good care of ur health ya hmmm kk lar i wun talk further jus abit no mood haiz dunno wat had happen to my social life haiz hmmm i am reallli sad abt it :(

hmmmmm feeel like leaving this world and stay in my own one ya hmmm feeel sooo sooo sooo soooo hurt haiz

i miss u dearie, laopo and my ' family member ' :)

03 07 05

2005-07-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

hmmmm hihi hmmm i have disappear for soo long le ahahaha finalli i come back and do a small update again lol hmmm today is sooo tiring after work cuz yesterdae reach home late and today wake up early hmmm and y yesterdae reach home late cuz last nite mi dom and jon went to gym after mi and jon finish work den after tat all of us were hungry soo we walk to maxwell to eat porridge as hear from frz sae thr the porridge is nice soo goo thr and eat lor but be4 we reach maxwelll hmmmpffff stupid bro (hahaha) make mi and jon walk ard china square to find an atm machine from mi and jon to withdraw from all smell nice nice and not pespiring become pespiring and was panting cuz in the end we when to over to chinatown behind to market thr to withdraw money and why panting is we need to climb up the stairs sooo is tiring plus we jus finish our gym lor and in the gym we do plenty of thing for mi (and now i have aches here and thr le ahahaha hmm wanna die liao le lor sooo damn shag lolz heex) sweatzzzzzz and after withdraw we cont to walk till maxwell hmmm and when we reach we sit down and went to order food after we confirm wat to eat le hmm and went to buy ya hmm and we all eat the same ya hahaha centry egg with lean pork in there hmmm and now i feel tat mi and dom has a new bro in our circle between two of us and tat is jon ahahahaha and after the dinner we walk to the mrt station at tp station hmmm sooooo fun although the other three ger is not ard we still enjoy chit chating among us lolz hmm sooo fun and nice lor hurhur i realli enjoy myself ya

anyway i think i will stop here cuz now my mind soo blank cuz i so tired hmmm anyway goood nite evry one last le i miss u laopo

14 06 05

2005-06-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm have very long time didnt update my blog le hmm cuz lately i am being workin and come back from work sleep and next daes sch hmm got recently i jus fall sick jus onli one ago ya hmmm was realli no in good condition soo when to see doc and have a mc for yesterdae but take the med see no reaction sooo today went to see another doc u noe wat i measure my temp i have slight fever omg i was like hmmm no wonder i feeel my body is sooo hot hmm lucky i didnt drag and jus head to see doc hmmmm now i am drowsy after taking the med mmmm i think i going bed le nothing much to blog nitenite :)

29 05 05

2005-05-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm today i offf wahahahaha slack at home till 3 plus and went to jp to meet mei and sis go town hehe hmmm and today i went to s n k to buy a shoes for sch use cuz no shoe to wear le hurhur n after tat we went walk walk ard taka and wisma and after taka sis left cuz she is going to chalet and mi and mei when to cineleisure to walk walk and in the end we went to shilin cafe to eat the XxL chicken ahahaha hmmm when q~ing up that time is sooo long lor hmmpfff dunno wat the hell they doing and after order we sitted thr wait and wait abt 10 min to 18 mins later den they serve us our chicken cutlet hmm but today ahahahaha soo happy able to saw one of my frz whom i had no chance to meet one at cine and is sooo coincidence is tat my frz is facing mi and ahaha mi msg him and he reply mi etc heeex hmmm den after tat i meet up alex for dinner be4 i head to gym lolz hmmm sorrry bro sorry for being late hurhur lolz hmmm after gym i headed home as jon went to meet his family to eat bro went to meet frz at jurong west and mi head home hehe cuz i am exhausted hurhur hmm anyway this is wat i had done today hehe hmmm and lastly i am broke again haven reach end of mth i broke again haiz
have to work hard and got to spend wisely again :( hmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

hmmmm today will i blogging sumthing come to my mind i realise hmmmm frz who u noe rite some will be with u and some will but willl disappear fast too
hmmm sooo i thinking why those frz i noe i mean new frz jus come and gooo ya jus onli ONLI a few will stay with mi haiz hmmm i am so tired of this ya making new frz haiz and oso phobia hmmm anyway dun feeling like blogging le hmm but i hope those i treasure one and now seldom chat with one now hmmm i wish all of u will come back to mi :)

kk nite nite i am tired le muck
huggis

29 05 05

2005-05-29T03:11:00.000+08:00

today is such a enjoyable dae cuz i got to watch monster in law wahahahaha catch the movie at jp with mimi jon and bro hmmm is sooo funny this show hahahaha love it sooo sooo sooo much hmmmm realli enjoy myself watchin it ya hmmm anyway nothing to blog tooo anyway i going bed le huhrur muck hugies every1 nite nite

28 09 05

2005-05-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

hmmmm near toooo two week i have not update my bloggy hmmmm first i am sooo tired to blog lolz and lastly is i dunno wat to blog hmmm realli have a lot of thing happen to mi at work haiz juz soooo sooo sooooo soooo STRESSSS!!!!!! working at baleno cuz got alot of thing for mi to learn to adapt and to asborb haiz and for mi i am a slow learner ya hmm i need time to learn but over thr work i have no time cuz every min is money to them hai i am soooo freaking tired but not bexuz they pay welll i wun wanna stay plus now my frz might not be working thr anymore le and i will be soooo sad haiz why u wanna quit why haiz kk lar i going bed le hmm tired anyway ken ken gooing back to sch life :)
take care every1 miss u laopo muck huggies and my dearie hehe

16 05 05

2005-05-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm today is a impt dae for we all in this family cuz is my second bro wedding dae and i am soooo busy lor cuz i need to do a lot of thing lor cuz my auntie and my bro and sister in law but i am soooo sian lor cuz i have nvr do tat be4 lor hmmmpfff sooo sooo stresss and hmmm okok i will sae wat i did this morning hmmmmm morning i work up ard 7 plus wah damn tired lor cuz i slept less den five hours den i got to prepare to serve the guest who come to my place den when my bro went to fetch his wife back we all got to hide until she enter my mummyz rm le okok den after tat await my relative to be here and proceed with tea ceremony and aftet tat buffet come and i got to ask them too gooo eat den after tat i went to meet mei mei to fetch to my place hmm but while i go down bro calll and den i noe he was alr my at my hse downstair le hmmmm den after tat after tat we rot at jp a while den we went back home and eat the foood and after staying at my place for a while till ard 12 plus 1 den went to jp again but this time is onli mi and mei onli cuz bro wanna goo back home and rest den when we reach we goo walk walk and slack and last is mei gooo trim eyebrow and den went home to mei hse as to wait for her to be ready and then i went to seee baby hmmm miss her soo soo much wor ahahah den after she was done den we went over to my place again cuz i waiting my frz aka son terence to come over to help mei to do hair lolz hmmmmm and awaited a while den son arrive and do her hair and after done with her hair my son send us down to the hotel ya hmmm i am sooo grateful to my son hmmm help my mei to do her hair and send us down hmmmm realli thz alot ya son M****s hmmmmm after reach hotel hmmmm den we rush up to the venue but when i reach alla thing is not started yet hmmm den when 730
alll guest is being usher in to the sit hmmm actualli is tiring to do lar and thingz cock up hmmm make mi damn piss off lor hmmmpfff den nvr mind when abt 830 we were ask to be sitted and the ceremony start hmmmm and this wedding finish at ard 1045 hmmmm but thruout tis wed sumthing happen to mi which is jeff knock and spill the red wine and the red wine and spill onto my white shirt which is his and i was sooo shocked and scare tat the stain cant be remove hmmmm sooo sad hmmm but after the weddin we went home as rus came to fetch us back hmmm reach home i bath le online and went to bed at 12 plus cuz i am sooo tired hmmm and tat the end of the wedding dae hmmm and mi now have a ersao le ahahahha hmmmm and one impt thing is tat my kor hotel rm view not bad ya hmmm nice i like hmmmm ahahahaha kk lar i got to gooo le take care huggies muck and i am reallli wan to thankz to terence who reallli help mi alot lor hmmm of helping my mei hair and send us down hmmm hope u wun think i am making use of u wor kk :)

14 05 05

2005-05-14T23:35:00.000+08:00

hmmmm a few daes didnt update my blog le hmmm nothing much to blog cuz i am jus too tired lor hehe and lazy lolz but today when to work i was in bad mood cuz morning i cant eat my breakfast and den when to work and work till i go break come back continue to work i get a bit worked up cuz is like i have soo soo soo much thing to do as my colleugue allocate to mi lor realli work till soo piss offf lor almost cry out but i hold back and till near to evening hmmm i still working lor den mingkiat came up to mi and ask why i angry izzit den i sae ya lar so many thing to do i am not robot lor hmmpfff den i sae hmm u frz oso dun help bla bla bla den he reply not i dun wan lar cuz he cant do it bla bla bla but in the end he did help mi do some of the things lar hahaha hmmm soo touch although he act to be like duno us and dun care us but he do take care of mi and jon in another way hehe hmmm den after work went home after dat and meet mummy for dinner hmmm and now heading to bed le heex so shag plus tml need to work morning tata every one

12 05 05

2005-05-13T00:37:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm today is my offf dae hmmm do nothing much today hmmmm morning wake up go eat with mummy den after eating i went to meet terence and rot at jp coffee bean chit chat and wait till mimi come and den we went to eat with her at mos burger and the after tat we went to boonlay to collect thing and rence went home as he nite got practice sooo mi and mimi went to boonlay hmmmm and after tat we went to jurong west thr and then back to jp again hmmmm realli dunno wat to do man hmmmmm i am soo aimless today haiz

hmmmm after chat with jie my moood swings hmmm dunno maybe i am have bad temper now bah hmmmm i am soo sad why cant some ppl be more initiative why must be mi who always do the job why tell mi haiz i am sooo tired lor why can t ppl more

reciprocal

i am sooo tired of it le being initiative hmmm suan le as now i feeel i those who always sae miss u wun alll do it and promise being made by them is alllll jus to foool u or make u happy onli hmmmm i amm tired damn tired i wan to be back in my own world hmmm i wan to going to protect myself again haiz hmmmm why cant t be more initiative y haiz not all ppl like leh ur previous ex lor i am not lor i oso wan u to calll sms mi lor even how busy u are u oso shld make an effort to sms mi or call lor i wun ask much jus ask how am i something u show u care for mi i am happy le lor izzit it too much i dun find lor haiz hmmmm why why why seeing other couple they allllll take turn lor call each other but mi i always be the one why be u are the one who call mi and sms mi everydae haiz suan le i dun wish to sae much le hmmm i think tml will be another brand new dae for mi hmmm i going away now take care haiz i dunno why i am getting sooo emtional tonite haiz i hate it hate it sooo sooo sooo sooo much

11 05 05

2005-05-12T02:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmm sooo long i didnt update my blog le cuz i start work at baleno le hmmm i start work on saturdae till today hmmmm i am soo shag and today i work till i almost cry out cuz i was sooo stress up lor cuz jus simple thing i cant do it myself haiz i am sooo sad and fed up with myself hmmm i realli need to wake up my idea man hmm today i do cashier and do pick call and oso do measurment with alteration and lastly is the cleaning of air curtain
tat was the part i almost cry out cuz i am sooo stupid and i took quite long to do as i haven eben complete clean one whole air curtain haiz i ammm sooo hopeless hmmm i am sooooo tired but for my money to come in to my pocket i have to struggle tilll i transfer to another location hmmm i am sooo happy as today i learn new thing but sad is sum i can go it myself wor haiz
sooo shag cuz been standing for plenty of hours man
hmmm kkk lar i going bed le nite every1 hmmm miss u laopo and dearie alway s

05 05 05

2005-05-06T01:58:00.001+08:00

hmmmm today is my result release dae hmmm i wake up ard 9 plus and the first thing i login and check my rest and i saw hmmm i pass alll subject although is not tat marvellous but i still happy tat i pass my exam hmmm after check my result and get change and went to jp to eat lunch cum breakfast hmmm after finish eating mi walk ard and went ntuc with my mummy den after tat she went home and i went to meet sis cystal and aaron at cb hmmm den sit sit chit chat hmmm after tat i head to work hmmmm while today time pass realli fast ya hahaha as maybe is the working hour is short bah ahaahah hmmm anyway tml which sat onwards i wll have another job le however how hard the job is i sure will get it over one hmmm cuz kenneth is a flexible in everything ahahhaa like real but i do thing i adapt quite fast bah heex hmm tired heading bed tata
nitenite

04 05 05

2005-05-04T23:32:00.001+08:00

today i am so tired cuz this morning went to sentosa with darling dominic aka jeff and vivian my mei hehe actualli we think of cancel but last min we change the idea of not going to sentosa and so we went ahahaha and in the end i got burn i think hehe but i do enjoy my dae at the beach hehe today i didnt realli tan but soak myself in the sea water quite loong time lol hmmm den after sentosa we went to town as vivian wanna get new clothes ahaha and we went to taka zara and she get her top hmmm quite nice to touch i mean the material hmmmm den after zara we went walk walk ard orchard like paragon wisma etc hehex den after tat we went home hmmmm and during journey home we alll is realli tired and soo sleepy ahahaha hmmm when we still on the north south line we enjoy but after we change to east west line hmmm diaster man arghhh soooo HOT the air cool of the cabin is like spoil sooo hot and make mi pespire till bv station den the aircon is coool wah and make mi cant even sleep due to my pespiration hmmm and make mi sooooo piss offf hmmmm den after alight when to gv to see my schedule and den we headed home le heex hmmm reach home went to eat dinner with mummy and after diner went home awhile and head to jp to meet lene jean and siken at CB hehe hmmm but jean and siken leave ard 8 and 9 plus cuz they going clubbing and mi and mimi aka lene be goood children didnt goo and stay home to be goood boi and daughter ahahaha hmmm and now mi at home now worrying cuz tml is my result dae haiz i am sooo scared lor hmmm hopefully i can pass and need not repeat any of the module bah hmmmm tml i will either but cry or happy for my blog onli and sumthing happy is i am starting my work at baleno tis sat heex soo happy yea hmmmm and i think i will be able to clear my debt sooon heex :) anyway i going bed le nite nite muck miss u all especialli my laopo and dearie :)

04 05 05

2005-05-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

02 05 05

2005-05-03T03:27:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today work 1155 hmmm work till 640 ya hmmm kinda tired ya cuz nbr realli sleep well hmmmm but is okie as i now is like desperate for money ya heex but is okie i think i might have chance to get a new part time job too heex hmmmm and actualli nothing much happen today lar hmmm jus tat i am tired nia and after work got home rot till ard 10 plus went to jp find mimi and jean lor hmmm den after tat we went to 651 sit sit cuz jean and mimi wanna eat den we sit down der chit chat hmmm kinda fun ahaha cuz liting is thr tooo hahaha and saw de and mang while waiting for bus to goo over to 651 and den steven came over ya hmmm den sit sit till when mimi leave mi join steven de and mang hmmm sit sit tilll 2 like tat and we headed home hmmmm heex

hmmmm sumthing happy for mi is finalli my beloved darling is with sum1 he realli wish to be with le hmmm i will give u my blessing ya hmmm darling rem to be goood boi boi lolz hahaha hmmmm and i m proud of u to sae doesnt thing out hmmm i will always be with u ya darling :) bro will nbr leave u k rem ya and lastly hmmm i miss my laopo and dearie sooo sooo much ahahah hmmmm hope to see u sooon ya and my ke ai de son hahaha :p

01 05 05

2005-05-02T02:41:00.000+08:00

hmmmm is may le hmm time realli pass soo sooo fast hmmmm these few dae hmmm nothin much happeniing thing happen to mi lar cuz i didnt gooo club nor k these few daes cuz i m being working since thurs till now sooo tired hmm after tml i will have a two daes break heex hmmm let start for sat hmmm sat didnt to much thing lar after work in the morning went back home change le den when to meet sis siken at clementi and goo town sit sit at first is intending to goooo to hyatt hotel with sis as it was lucus birthdae but in the end i didnt cuz i meet jon sooo when jon reach mi him and sis and cystal and aaron went to taka cold storage walk walk cuz they doing some shopping in thr heex n den after tat mi and jon went back to jurong cuz i meeting mei knock off so as ususal i awaited outside for her and when she knock off we went back jp to meet da and lun for late dinner hmmm and after dinner we rush back to jp to catch the movie XXX2 hmmm not bad movie lar although cant realli get to understand the english but over is not bad ya the movie hmmm and after the movie we went home :)
and Sunday today morning wake up early went to dearie place to find her and den after slacking at her place i went to bugis to meet jon for a job interview ya hmmm baleno hmmm although thr is like busy but i think i will sure can do it one ya hmmmmm now waiting for the call from the in charge hmmm sooo scare dunno jon got receive the call ya :)and after the interview i went to meet sis after here hotel hmmm after tat we left at ard 330 hmm sooo tiring sooo tiring hmmm and nothing much le hmm kk
i going bed le nite every one muck huggies

28 04 05

2005-04-29T01:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm today is an another tiring dae for moi plus stress and happy i shld sae ahahaha
cuz tiring is becuz i gooo cali gym to do workout today run for abt 40 min on the treadmill and the do some weight and crunches lar ahahahah hehe hmmm happy is i am a cali gym member le ya hehee and stress is i still owe cali gym $124.70 hmmm happy and sad haiz die die dunno how i goonnna gooo dig out sooo much money to pay it the most i can pay off is this mth end of the month but now i got to pay in two weeks time haiz die die i noe i dun have sooo much cash i still goooo join stupid rite but i do wan to be a member as the promotion is indeed attractive to mi ya hahaha hmmm soo hack lar i willl sure gooo do my gymming as i wan to slim down heex sooo wei le slim down pay off this is worth ya :) and another half i will have to work work work as to earn to pay the bills hehe lolz :x hmmm today nothing much to blog le hmmm anyway good nite huggies :)

27 04 05

2005-04-28T05:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm sooo tired had been out for the whole dae till 4 plus in the morning hurhur went out ard 2 pm went to bukit panjang meet my terence and den take his car gooo down to town to meet siken cystal and lucus but when i reach town sis they is not here yet sooo i went walk ard with terence hmmmm went to taka while in taka u guess i saw who ahahah is saw kym ng lolz hmmm she look sooo insociable ahaha but anyway not my problem hurhur and terence when to post office to pay dunno wat thing lar sumthing related to cars heex den after tat we went to orchard og an cafe sit sit and wait for sis they all to come heex but terence hmmm sorry to trouble u today hmm realli paisey hmmm u take goood care urself ya hmmm and when sis reach we stay awhile more at the cafe and den mi and terence gooo different cuz he had a meeting with frz sooo i went with sis they tooo centrepoint and den to taka again and then to orchard popular ahaha is quite tiring lar heex actuallli but i am fine with it and after shop at popular mi n sis n cystal and lucus gooo different way cuz sis is going club at black unfortunately i didnt gooo today hurhur and acc her wait till lene come down den i went home while on the way back phone ring mei calll ask mi to meet her den went to meet her jinyee and rus and take rus car goo to holland v den to newton to eat cuz we all haven eat dinner sooo we eat thr as holland v have nothin to eat lolz wah realli full after the meal lar indeed den we went to east coast sit sit tilll 3 plus den head home ahaha cuz every1 is tired le sooo went back home hmmm sooo now i am home sweet home heex hmmm tired going bed nite muck huggies

26 04 05

2005-04-26T12:37:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm haven been updating my blog hurhur hmmmm the past two daes have been going out hahaha sun i went out with my laopo shar dajie we went to town ya hmmm actualli it was a gathering of my rp classmate but in the end onli have the four of us cuz others all cant make it in the end but we still enjoy ourselves ya hmmm we went to walk walk at wisma and taka but taka realli enjoy ourself ya haha hmmm and after tat we went k box hehe hmmm soooo fun lolz as for mi i sang horribly till da jie and shar and laopo luff like hell haha shy shy and after ktv we went to bugis and walk walk cuz we go there to eat monster ice ahaha and we order two plate which cost 15 plus haha ex rite hmmm but we still eat till very happy but onli laopo didnt get to eat much cuz she was talking to a frz and when she came back we alll finish up le hehe paisey ya laopo and after tat we went to eat duck rice cuz all of us haven reali have our diner hurhur after the meal i am damn damn full ahaha after tat we went home le hmmmm dat the end for sun and yesterdae i went to bugis again with my mei hurhur cuz we went to find our frz working at bugis hmmm chat with my frz awhile we left cuz he is working and we went to eat gui ling gao ahahaha hmmm when the guilinggao is serve to us we dig in but after the first mouth the two of us look at each other cuz is damn bitter is till i finish the first bowl of my den i realise thr is a honey for us ahahaha den i pour the honey in and after all is realli nice cuz is not bitter anymore ya hehe n after tat we went to orchard walk walk and in the end i saw laopo van and meiyun and sooo i tag along with dem and mei hurhur and we went walk walk see see hmmm but yesterdae laopo is not in good mood and sun tooo hmm but now she is okie le hurhur soo glad to see her smile again and after walking ard and we went back cuz yun is going cut hair and soo we gooo off after at far east hmmm but before we left we went to wisma cuz laopo wana interview for s n k but is fulll sooo we headed home after tat hmm n later in the nite i meet siken and mimi and jp cb sit sit chit chat till 10 plus den we headed home and reach home i have the urge to goo jog soo i went tooo but now my leg is aching omg ahahaha but is okie :) hmmmm looking forward to tml cuz can gooo suntanning again i guess heex hmmmm i gonna stop here cuz i nothing to blog liao ahahaha maybe tonite might blog again sian later going work heex tata :)

23 04 05

2005-04-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm soo long didnt update today update abit hmmm today went to plaza singapura to watch movie with dearie hmmmm watch "guess who" ahahaha the show is soo nice touching and funny ahahah but most of the part i keepin luffing but got a few part is sooooo touching hmmm and the whole movie i love the last part near to ending when simon and theresa and her parent on stage after sae the magic begin i love that part is sooo sooo nice sooo lovely ya and i after movie went to bugis there walk walk and eat dinner and after tat we go home le hmmm today very good boy reach home ard 8 plus and nvr go out le hehe hmmm going bed le tata sweet dreamzzzz

20 04 05

2005-04-21T02:07:00.000+08:00

hmmmm a few daes dint upadate le hmmm nothin much happen to mi jus tat sum unhappy moment happen to my dearest bro but now is okie ya soo is its fine hmmmm and today work work work and previously i have my break ahaha soo shuai having break but happy is happy lar but i doooo feel sad cuz no money haiz and this month bill i need to return ppl more ya sooo in order survive haiz hmmm kk lar nothing much goood nite swweeeetttt dream

17 04 05

2005-04-18T04:18:00.000+08:00

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM FUCKING FULL YA AFTER THE BBQ HEEXXX hmmmm today wake up rot at home a while and went out to imm with mummy cuz she want to goo sooo i acc her go lor as i oso wanna gooo cuz sooo long no gooo there le heex hmmm when we reach thr was ard 4 plus and we start to walk walk walk walk ard tiilllll ard six plus we left and head home and when we at the door we saw the q for the shuttle bus and cab is all sooo long q sooo in the end we still boarded the bus instead cuz i came first sooo thruout the whole journey we were standing all the way tilll we alight and we went to jp to buy sum stuff for the house one and headed home ya and when reach home i slack awhile and then went to meet diana and ger ger to go to the bbq pit to meet aunt anne aand the rest wah today is sooo enjoy of myself oso kinda sad cuz sumthing happen hmmmm anyway i wun sae further more as this is my secret which i wun even share out heex hmmm but overall today i dooo enjoy myself and sooo happy to sit likheng and rong rong drive ahaha hmmm kinda fun heex anyway i am going bed hmmm nite nite every1 hmmm plus laopo i dooo miss u ya hmmm maybe can goo back see u tis friday as ur off is on wed ahahaha if i not wrong :)

16 04 05

2005-04-17T04:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmm tooooday i am sooo sooo tired cuz working in the morning 930 same as yesterdae and after work i went to ecp with siken and jon and cystal join us after awhile ya hmmm motive we went down is to acc siken to a bbq but instead she is the one eating turn out to be i am the one eating a lot lol hmmm sin sin i think after tml i have to realli cut down and gooo exercise le hmmm cuz alot of ppl sae i becum more like a ball liao haiz sob sob so sad as i think i shld do it not for the sake of ppl saying mi but is for my own goood ya hmmm den i must realli set my mind of doing it ya hmmmm i think i shld do it hmmmm and after tat we sit at cb thr chit chat hmm cuz sooo sad to hear tat cystal as for a separation of one week with the bf to think wat she wans and izzit realli noe whether she love her bf a not and after came back from ecp hmmmm i went to catch a movie with steven and likheng and nbr tot of watching the show with lun and da soooo in the end i sit with them instead of likheng and steven hmmmmm after movie mi lun da de steven likheng diana and ernest went to my nearby coffeeshop to have supper haiz i eat again die die i am dead man ahahhaah hmmmm i must realli control my diet le hmmmm sooo happy tml i offf happy is tat i can rest unhappy is that i not onli off tml but oso mon and tue hmmm no money arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

15 04 05

2005-04-16T01:37:00.000+08:00

ahaha i am here to blog again heex hmmm after a tiring dae at work i am have very happy and delightful new to share with u all guyz ya heeex hmm but be4 saying tat i will tag about today wat i have did today hmmmm today i working as usual wake up ard 830 althought i am sooo tired to do so but i still get my ass out of bed and prepare to gooo work heex hmmm after washing up and get ready i went out of house ard 850 like tat then on board the bus as i await for abt 5 min and the bus came and then alighted at the interchange ard hmmm 910 like tat soo i went to get myself sum breakfast to eat as i now today will be a long hours at work hehe soooo after i get my breakfast i went to up to work le hmmm reach liao sweep my card got change and start my war liao ahahaha hmmm got a period of time i almost fall asleep ahaha cuz i am soo tired plus no customer ahahah :X but time do pass very fast ya hehe as work work work and soon is time i knock off ahahah hmmm after i knock off meet mummy for dinner and after dinner came back home ahahah sooooo den slack at home till near to ten and went to boon lay to meet lian and chit chat lor till now then come home ahahah hmmmmm and rem i sae i got sumthing to share with u all which i mention earlier which i noe i have pass my maths paper ahahah soooo sooo happy ya heex hmmm one third of my stone has drop le hmmm still got tooo which i am terrified off haiz sooo scare hope nothing will happen to mi :) kk lar going bed le nite ntie muck huggies and miss u laopo and my dearie and all off u who reading my bloggy

14 04 05

2005-04-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

hmmm last nite came home late soo nbr update bloggy hmmmm wat i did yesterdae hmmm morning i went to work cuz i work morning and after work i meet bro go walk walk and in the end we went to pioneer malll eat cuz we are bored of eating dinner in jp lolz actualli is tat i took bus back home together as he drag mi along one but i ask him to drop down after two bus stop ahahah but i guess ahaha he is jus to lazy to work soo u ask mi goo Pm eat dinner ahahah lolz and after the dinner i went home and rest and den prepare myself as i am going clubbing soo i get myself dress up and den i went to jp to meet siken and mimi as dom and jon cant make it soo onli we three ahahaha den when we reach we no need to q outside but is jus inside onli nia ahaha den awaited for a while mi manage to enter to black and sooo we went up le hmm and went reach insiide the club ahahha we wait for awhile after the house music opening ahahha we all start to enjoy our nite le and yesterdae was sooo tiring ahahah cuz we stay till ard 4 30 ahahah lolz and oso very happy is tat i saw ashlynn and shirley and amanda ya hehe soooo qiao rite i nbr expected to see them and as usual saw that archer fish shaking till sooo er in the platform omg *puke * ar sooooo er xin and after our club went home straighr ahaha lolz soooo tired but anyway i will stop here as today nothin much happen is tat i went to je to suntan and after tat we went to jp to buy things heex and after tat went to siken hehe hmmm soooo tired i gotta go as after meet siken mi when to work after 410 heex hmm kk lar gtg nite nite every1

12 04 05

2005-04-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

yea my exam had over and i will have time to update my bloggy le hmmm firstly tis go to laopo :
I WILL NBR FORGET U ONE OKIE DUN BE SENSITIVE LAR HAIYOZ MI IS JUS SOOO LONG DIDNT UPDATE NIA MORE SOOO CANT SAE I DIINT MISS U HAIZ HOW CAN LIKE SAE MI HEART PAIN PAIN NIA
hmmmm laopo dun worry i wun forget u one plus u must noe doesnt mean i dint sae out verbally tat i miss u or wat doesnt mean tat my heart wun think of u or wat lor kk hahaha hmm muck miss u ya
hmmmm finnali paper over and i hope i wun need to forward module or wat ya (touch wood heex)
hmmmm cuz kinda sad lor cuz all the ppl is sooo difficult expect i think lar my last paper is sumhow among all i can do one haiz hmmm sooo stress now but is okie is time to gooo destress le heexx hmmmm sooo now i gotta to pia work to earn more money to survive have beeing damn fucking poor man tis few month now holidae can work must work liao ar hahaha hmmm nothing much happen and i think i will start to blog from tml onwards ahahaha heex

10 04 05

2005-04-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmm have been daes since my last up date which is five daes ago ya hmmm tis few daes been a busy and tough daes for mi cuz i havin my end of yr exam which is sooo stress ya sooo pressure and my previous two paper i have done it quite badly le hmmm sooo worry i will not do well ya and scare got to retain omg soo worry hpefully nothing happen to mi ya hmmm den nothing much happen recently and yesterdae mi went to my secondary sch schoool mate birthdae party hmmm do enjoy ourself .......

but before we enjoy we suffer ya cuz sorry to sae tat yesterdae was my first time to gooo down to chomp chomp area soooo is like omg whr is tis place hmmmm make mi feel soo lost lor ahahah and when we reach chomp chomp we went ard the estate to find for the place tillll we overshot cuz it is very ulu place if we nbr been thr we wun noe is there ya hmmm den after we told the taxi uncle is which unit no he reverse back and sent us to the designated place wee loooking for hmm is wonderful cuz we finalli found the place ahahha hmmmm i will stop here gotta start mugging again
hmmm take care tata
huggiz
muck miss y a

05 04 05

2005-04-06T04:43:00.000+08:00

hmmmm such a tiring dae for mi ya hmmm sooo tired cuz the dae before is like i onli slept for abt five to six hr onli cuz i went to study for my math paper ya soo shag but haiz soo sad i cant do welll my math paper very scared i might fail the paper haiz sooo sad cuz due to my language problem i cant realli solve the section c qn ya is like sooooo tricky in the way the qn is construct but luckily hope i could pass it can le cuz i still manage to do the section a and b ya cuz i realli study till like a siao kia sooo hopefully alll wat i had put in is worthwhile hmmm today after my paper i went to jp to catch a mobie to relax myself ya hmmm is realli nice watching miss Con 2 ya ahahaha cuz is realli damn funny plus i feel relax after the movie cuz i luff alot durin the show ya hmmm and after the show i went to temple to bai bai to bai bai for ping an and studies can do welll and score well ya hmmmm and after temple i went back home straight and as usual i switch on my lappy n start to surf net and chat chat with my frz online hmmm after dat have diner at home and after my dinner i went to study with mimi at CB and when CB is abt to close we left and when to the voiddeck ard my area to study hmm in the end i do start but but i get tired after study a few qn cuz i dint realli have a nap after i reach hm hmmm sooo tired arghhh hmm i will stop here but i will cont to blog my bloggy after my exam next paper hmmm kk lar i go orn orn damn tired good nite guys hmm lao and dearie i misss u all soooo sooo sooo sooos sooooo much ya:)

03 04 05

2005-04-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm damn tired today wake up early ard 930 i woke up why by my mummmy vaccum sound arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sooo angry but wat to do she is doing house work sooo i woke up looking blur blur and in the end falll back to rest awhile but i cant go back to sleep sooo went online in the morning hmmm is realli sooo blur lor in the morning and ard 11 plus i went to bath and get change and went over to granny place to have lunch cuz she coook foood for us to eat sooo when over lor and oso is to goooo over to meet my second brother and his future wife to settle their wedding thingy lar soooo when reach thr we start to eat le and after our meal jus nice my second ah yi is back and sooo she fetch mi my brother and my er sao and my xiao yi down to holidae inn to talk abt the wedding thing hmmmm ahahah sooooo after the matter we went back home to my granny place and for mi after reach granny place i left with my mummy cuz i going to study soooo we left ard 4 plus and i rush down to boon lay mac to meet changde and chilun to study and mi study study as usual time pass rather fast and we stop ard 8 and went to have dinner omg realli have aheavy dinner eben now i still feel very fulll hmmmmmmm and after dinner we went home hmmm but dun think i am slacking ya
hmmm is that now i am going out to study le soooo dun play play ar heex hmmm kk lar i got to go mugging in book le hmmmm take care everyone hmmm btw i am going to be uncle le ahahahaha soooo happy yeah by the end of nov of early dec mi is going to be uncle heex congrat to mi heex = p

02 04 05

2005-04-03T01:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm today is tiring wake up from bed i had very stiff neck aching today arghhh sooo uncomfy hmmmpfff hate tat feelin and sooo as usual slack awhile infront of my com and after tat i went to bath and went down to boon lay mac to study with changde hmmm as he meet mi 245 but mi reach at three cuz i am slacking at home cuz kinda tired ya hmmmmm den when reach i start to study my math hmmmmm time pasess damn fast ya study study and study till six plus and i tot is jus onli ard five plus but is already 630 le hmmm after tat we pack up and left mac and went to jurong point to get my colleague birthdae present but in fact should be mi and changde together go get the present but in fact turn up to be me and xiao mei boon kee cuz changde went home to get the car ya soo mi and kee when ard to search for the present and in the end we bought a cap and a pouch from him as we went to see the cap from nike is sooo suck and ugly sooo in the end i went to 77th street to get it heex hmmm it was a camoflague camp and it is a dark green in colour and the pouch was also a dark green colour but is not camo lar heex and after getting it we went to ts to see see vcd and relax there is a few vcd i wanna buy cuz is sooo nice to watch one heex and after we see finish the vcd i got ah de call le and sae he had reached ask us to gooo meet him sooo we head to his car and when we got up we went to the petrol station and top up and after topping up we head to asik hse but be4 tat we send kee home first cuz her family is waiting for her to goo eat dinner sooo after we send her off we went to asik house ask kee and asik house is very near each ahaha....... and when we reach asik doorstep mi and ah de wait awhile and den start our fiesta heex hmmmm delicious hmmm asik mum cook not bad ahahaha and after the dinner we stay up at his place till ard 11 den went back home hmmmm now sooo sleep but i cant sleep cuz i got to continue to study hmmmm heex seem i like hardworking ya :p but in fact i am cuz i have toooo heex soooo tat alll for mi today wat had happen heex BUT!!!!!!!!!

HAIZ UNHAPPY EVENTS WILL ALWAYS BE OUT HMMM I REGRET@@!!!!

personal tot lar hmmm i realli feel dat mi like always been use by ppl as a bridge to cross over ya hmmm jus dunno why ppl wanna noe my frz and have to become sooo closse too mi ya y i feel sad ya hmmm y cant the ppl put them selve into the situation and feel how sad and xin ku u are hmmmm always be nice too u and slowly ask oooh who tis hmmm can get to noe them etc hmmm i jus dun like lor hmmmm sooo plastic hmmm wanna noe mi is jus wanna get close to my frz haiz sooo piss off and sad lor like i am being use lor and now on i wun be the stupid boy anymore i will jus be more straight forwards le hmmm is not i wan is u alll make use of mi and treat mi for granted whos one like tat kind of feeling of my use arghhhh hmmm kk i wil end her e nitte nite every one look at my blog now muck huggies

I MISS U LAOPO AND MY DEARIE HAIZ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

31 03 05

2005-03-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm toDAY is the last mth of march and abt five more daes is to my first paper le ya hmmm sooo scared but scared i oso no mood to study leh haiz dunno why hmmm plus now my dearie is not in sg le my dearie went oversea for five daes and realli make mi sooo low mood haiz maybe use to my dearie by my side sooo abit not use to it ya hmmm dearie dear dear is missing u sooo sooo soooo sooo sooo much hmmmmm miss u

hmmmm and for today revision still mugging for tml paper and didnt realli do much ya today morning gooo sch and listen to math tutorial and after tat came back home and rot but but while rottin i oso do sum study but jus no moood to study cuz maybe at home study i cant go in mind bah
hmm cuz i am sleepy and due to last nite nbr have enuff sick soo i think tonite might be in bed early i guess hahaha but i doubt i will lar hehe cuz i oso duno like i have no mood to sleep now due to my study stress and scare till i cant sleep leh haiz plus missing my dearie haiz i cant imagine if one dae my dearie left mi wat will happen to mi i realli dun dare to goo and imagine man cuz i guess i willl like a lost soul ya haiz dearie i love u and miss u lot and my laopo ya hmmm take care of urself

30 03 05

2005-03-30T10:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm left 6 more daes to my first paper le hmm sooo scared as mi haven even start my revision for my DE and ELECTRONICS hmmmm sooooo stress now ya hmmm dominic darling i will study hard hard and lao po u take care tooo ya hmmm i will strive hard hmmmm i realise sumthing in this world nothing will not last unless is both party will to give in and share as now i feel i had a few frx have departed far apart from mi le hmmm anyway i will still treasure u all take care tataz

mmm second part of my entry :

today went out to study but didnt study much due to my sickness has affected my condition to study and sooo when out with my frz ya hmmmm walk walk see see and in the end i went home and rest awhile and when nite falls , feeling betta le hmmm as when to black as to release my stress hmm dance alot but not as much as meiyan and siken and jon heex hmmm den seee see look look ahahah sooo fun hmmm kk lar i going bed tired le goood nite ebery one muck huggies

28 03 05

2005-03-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today is sooo tiring ya hmmm morning i wake up ard 9 plus but but i went back to bed and slack till eleven plus and wake up and gooo online and when ard 12 i receive a call from siken to meet mi at jp and sooo i went to get prepared but once i am done i realise i am not able to meet her so i msg her sae i wun be meeting her anymore and maybe later in the nite ya and sooo when i reach interchange i headed to mrt and took train to sch ya and when i reach class hmmm our class not much ppl attend today and stay in the class for 1 hr and when is over i went to meet my frz and goooo study at cck but ended up i went to town and walk walk ahahah cuz no mood to study le mah and when buddy call mi actualli i was abt to gooo town when he ask mi whr i am heex and stay at town till ard 6 plus and went home i took cab wah it rain soo heavily when i come to farrer road omg is reallli heavy and inside the cab i am soo tired tat i dozed off and when i wake up i was at my area near by le so when i alite from the cab i rush home and eaat my dinner and after dinner i went to jp again cuz i neeed to take my stuff from ernest after took my stuff i went to coffee bean and slack with siken meiyan and jon ahahah hmmm we over there was discussing abt the genting trip hmmm all of them are soo excited abt it ya hmm faint die die i gotta save money again send ahaha lolz hmmmm and now i am doing my revision for tml quiz soo tired dozing off le soo nite nite everyone huggies muck

27 03 05

2005-03-27T04:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm today nothing much happen cuz today i have been a goood boy stay home for the whole dae slackin at home and oso talk on the phone for a long time ya as to alllow my time to pass faster ya and ard 5 plus when to jp to meet mummy for dinner as once again i am a goood boy again heex and after dinner with mummy we went liberty do sum short shoopping and went back home but while during my trip back home my phone rang and was a call from my dearest meiyan saeing tat she is not in goood moood jio mi go CB sit sit and chat chat soooo i agree and meet her at ard 8 plus and we went walk walk ard jp and in the end went to the Cb sit sit and tis time wrong out of the two of us pele join us ya slacking at cB hmmm after ard 1 hr plus we went off ya but indeee mi when back to jp and sit sit at mac cafe hmmm and she start to abt her problem hmmm i wun be the rite persoon u talk tooo sooo i dunno how to console u but in ord3r not too make u sad i i try u to be ur lisren yr lolz ahhaha

26 03 05

2005-03-26T03:49:00.000+08:00

HMMMM sooo fast is going to be end of march and my exam is approaching hmmm will start to revise by tis coming mon hmmm i am sooo freaking tired ya hmmm cuz the dae before work tilll 130 and sleep at 230 hmmm yesterdae wake up at morning 900 hmmm sooo tired ya and today at work hmmmm wooork non stop ever since i start to work after i open my counter till i knock off ya hmmm which is to sae i dun have a proper meal today ya onli two chese hotdog and when i reach home bath le waitng for sum1 to gooooo mum mum but sumthing turn out not to be goood ya which is tat i shld be meeting one frz but till i awaited till nine didnt receive any calll from my frz i even call or msg but he did rece or either cant geyt true ya hmmm and in the end i rot at home and have improper dinner and now stomach is hungry heex heex and ard 11 plus i went to jp to meet bro and his sis to watch movie together heex sooo nice 'house of fury ' hmmmm i love it tooo much ahaha hmmm kk lar i gooonna gooo orn orn le kinda tired le hmmm nite every1 muck huggies love ya

23 03 05

2005-03-24T03:55:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today didnt goo sch cuz as usual goo back to hospital for check up hmmm so happy cuz my doc told mi i need not go back see him till two mth after yesterdae hmmm sooo i now onli focuz on my physio therapy tat allz heee sooo happy soo i can save money for my mum again hmmm but i reallli got to be hard working ya cuz mummy might not be working anymore and mi goonna be pooor kid le haiz soo my life will becomz more and more boring le cuz i got to be more careful in spending my money $$$$ haiz dunno why mi is geting sooo suay now as i move in to my new house nothing has been smooth after our family change to a big house haiz i am soo tired of my life le haiz i wish sumtime i wun wake up the next after my sleep how i wish i can gooo peacefully ya hmmm maybe my pessimistic attitude is back but i cant stop thinking wat will be the life i live when mummy had no more job haiz hmmmm and sumtime i have realli thinking of quitting study and gooo to work to earn mooney to support her haiz but wat i can work with my olevel cert haiz i realli dunno ya haiz life sux for kenneth again haiz

hmmmm recently receive new from my workplace tat sum of my colleague is quittin le like likheng changde diana and ivy steven and our beloved auntie anne haiz once they leave Jp gv is goonna become very quiet and lifeless le haiz why sooo many fun ppl gooo haiz first leave us is rong and den ger ger and now is those i listed leaving why why sob sob i realli feel like crying out ya haiz u noe the bond we alll have is sooo thick le and now they leaving the big family realli cant let it gooo haiz and once they go i can sae gv will become like a dead city lifeless le haiz
hmmm after today work stay to watch movie hmmm i watch the eye 10 hmmm as usual i kanna fright all the way hmm i am a dan xiao gui i cheng ren i am heex and after the show mi xiao mei and li kheng rush to another threatre to watch house of fury hmmm although didnt have the chance to watch the front but by watching the back part i luff like hell le jus like i watch miss con********** 2 i oso watch the back part and luff like a mad mad guy ahahha hmmm comedy is still my type of tea soo i wun realli like to catch horror movie action pack or violent movie ahahah i love comedy cuz i can lufff sooo i can release myself ya hmmmm i think i sure relax myself le and must realli focus in my study for my eoy paper :+)

hmm tired le and the more i wanna write i will feel my life is realli becoming more and more dull and dull hmmm alvin kor hope u doing welll ya :) and laopo i miss u and i love u all guys muck haiz i need to have a break le hmmm and jeff bro i am glad tat u and siken jon lian and my has become good frz hmmm i realli hope tat the six of us will become even closer and closer hmmm i realli love u guys together chat play joke and slack ard ya hmm even doh we alll have our own frz but the bond in us will nbr break k love u all guyz

22 03 05

2005-03-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

hmmm sorry laopo dun sae tat anymore dat i dun miss u k cuz missing sum1 need not sae out ya cuz once u sae u miss this person it doesnt tell u realli miss lor hmm soo i miss u come from heart one ya ,,.....

sadded today cant goo sentosa with my buddys sob sob hmmm and noe wat today i am damn piss offf and have pms lor arghhhhhhhh bcuz of the stupid pbil for EEE one i miss my lesson didnt gooo for math and stay in com lab to do all the report by myself and oso help from changde hmmm get annoyed by groupmate hmmm cuz ask him do this do tat he jus sae i dunno i dunno till i realli piss offf but in the end i didnt blame him ya but i jus wan him to help even doh he dunno soo i wun feel soo piss offf ya haiz but anyway report is done le and hand up liao sooo sian tml goonnna miss my make up class for de again cuz i dunno whr i am going after my checkup ya cuz sis sure will ask mi out but if she didnt i think i wil goo for the make up lesson bah hmmm exam is approaching and i think i goonna start my ass moving and get well prepare for my end of yr exam le hmmm kenneth jia you hmmm must pass all the paper dun fail hmmm soo i shld not fail my paper i must pass and i must make it to yr 2 hmmm i noe i can do it
jus come back from work tired le going to bath and go catch some sleep le good nite everyone muck love u all especialli my dearest laopo , dear dear and my close bros and sistas
:P

20 03 05

2005-03-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

I AM BACKKKKKKKK HMM I AM BACK FROM FOR MERITUS LE HMMM IS REALLI REALLI NICE PLACE TO GOOOO AND STAY IN HOTEL SOOO FUN AND NICE HEEX
hmmmmm i went to meritus hotel for a three daes two nite stay thr ya hmmm realli excited to can have a chance to stay in hotel and u noe why ? it was becuz my dearest bro jeff birthdae sooo we intend to book a hotel to stay and place oso is to help jeff to celebrate his birthdae on the 18 03 05 and the actualli dae we check in was on the actual date of his birthdae
hmmmm the dae before we check in : i was feeling sooo excited and anxious of staying in SingApoRe hotel cuZ i HaD nbR stAy in hotel before i referring to the sinGaPorE hotel sooo i noE i abiT MountAiN tUrTlE heex heex !!!
Actual daY : hmmmm mornin overslept sooo didnt gooo for the morning lesson and went to meet siken they all @ bL mac and gooo down together by aaron car cystal bf hehe sooo i pack my bag and alll the neccessary thing to bring i prepare le and i went down to meet they and after meet dem have my lunch and we headed down to meritus to book in!!! so when we reach the place we all went to the counter to check in hmmm at tat pt got mi siken vivian cystal and her bf aaron. something went wrong at the counter while check in and the main reason is becuz of the money but in the end an it is solve and we went to our assigned hotel rm to put our stuff but sumthing happen again which is the keys is like no working lor sooo is like we alll sooo piss lor arghhhhhhhhh and siken went back to the counter to get the card down and after all the card can be use mmm and soo we enter the rm put or stuff le we start to slack and we even play cards to killl the timess
and sooo after await for all there arrive and when nite fall we went club and all of us went diff club and tat goes our friday
second dae: we wake up late on the second dae and when to eat at suki sushi and after tat we went k pool and after dat we went walk walk and nite we went club together and after club we went back to hotel to rest as jeff is high
third dae : the day we check up actualli enjoy and but oso she bu de
the three daes i realli enjoy myself hmmm i will stop here cuz i am tired le anyway i enjoy my three daes !!!!

18 03 05

2005-03-18T09:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmm finalli 18 march arrive and u noe wat today is my beloved brother birthdae ya hmmmm happpy birthdae to u brother hmmm may all ur wish come true and alll the best in anything plus hope u could find ur beloved princess sooon hmmmm recently has been busy with my work and tat is why dun realli have time to blog cuz once i reach hm bath le , will be fiaking tired sooo i reallli cant take it ya hmmmmm den jus dose offf hmmm yea nothin much happen lar actualli hmm laopo i muiss u toooo hmmm if can i will sure goooo find u one kk muck love u

jefff happpy birthdae to u ;
laopo i miss u
kenneth being tired need to rest if not is gonna fall sick

15 03 05

2005-03-16T02:16:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm two daes dint update le hmmm yesterdae came back home quite same as today hmmm yesterdae off didnt work and sooo after sch went home le and after reach home await mummy coook dinner and when dinner is serve i ate le and went out to meet lian and da to watch movie but in the end we ended up slacking at cb tilll nine and then went up to watch movie i watch "hitch" hmmm is nice and funny and touching man hmmm sooo meaningful and after the movie we all went home hmmm sooo tired tat i bath liao and jus gooo sleep tilll tis morning wake up at 7 arghhh today sooo tired and when i suppose to wake up i when back slack but slack for a while i get up and when to get ready cuz today got pbil soo cant be late ya hmmm den after sch at three meet de and lun goo back hm together and went to meet da and charlene to slack at cb again and after awhile i went up with lene to eat dinner den i goo work at 630 hmmm i work till 1210 hmm is totali shag man ahaha but after i dint goo home although i am tired cuz waiting for colleugue to send mi home mah ahahah and while waitng for weiqin come down i sit down there outside pet shop seee lun de and callen play soceer ahaha hmmm and when weiqin came down wee all went home sweet home ahaha
hmmm and i tired will blog till here ya hmmm tired le gonna goo sleep hmm lastly laopo i miss u and dear i miss u tooo and love u alll muck huggies :)

13 03 05

2005-03-14T01:03:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm today is a tiring dae for mi ya hmmm last nite sleep late and wake up quite early today hmmm soooo tired mornin wake up le den do some housechore for my own room and when to bath and headed towards cousin house to eat buffet hmmmm shit today like keep keep eat eat eat non stop wah die leh hmm and after the buffet we went to his new hse to see wah i realli love there hse and the design is nice ya
hmmmm and after tat i can back home and bath and slack awhile and head towards town to meet dear dear hmmm and slack at orchard till i meet jefff and we three walk ard le den travel down to my dinner at suntec hmmmm when reach the place i rush up and in the end i saw is wat u noe is quite empty and awaited for nearly 1 hr 15 le and in the end the dinner stay sooon thr is a waitress attend to us is sooo asss face lor hmmm realli piss mi after a while so serving us like she unhappy with it and realli turn mi off man reallli sooo angry till i dun feel like eating whenever saw her face arghhhhhhhhh
anyway after the dinner we all went back and now once again : HOME SWEET HOME AGAIN :

TIRED LE GOIN BED NITE EVERYONE MUCK LOVE YA

12 03 05

2005-03-13T02:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmm is going to be three le me is turning in sooon le but i still wanna blog be4 i gooo orn orn hmmmm today realli slack at home for near half the dae man sooo suck cuz i hate the feeling to stay at hm arghhhhhhhh sooo miserable ya u noe hmmm soooooo i slack till ard 7 den went out to suntec with charlene to the IT show held over there in the convectional hall at fourth floor hmmm when i went in wah the area is big cum wat u noe wat the floor is damn dirty wah faint alll phamplet alll ard the floor wah see le wanna faint man hmmm den after the tour in theere we went to rafflescity to meet siken and her newphew and gf ahahaa at first we wanna gooo new asia bar but there is age limit sooo we didnt goooo sooo we went to chijmes to chill instead hmmmmm chijmes is realli nice place ya sooooo huge inside outside look like is small man ahahaa sooorrry to be like mountain turtle cuz it was my first time been there ya cuz i seldom gooo chill ahaha and we sat at chinajump ahaha and i order long island ice tea hmm not bad ya but drink le my stomach become very hungry man arghhhhhhhh but i cant eat cuz i got to watch out diet again ahahahaha if not goin to be like a pig le heex and we left ard 1120 like tat cuz we all rushing for last train to gooo home is becuz we alll on budget ahahaha hmmmm and after tat i walk home with meiyan and that alll ahahaha 'HOME SWEET HOME'

11 03 05

2005-03-12T04:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm two daes didnt blog my bloggy le hmm sooo busy ya haiz soooo sian another three more week is my exam le haiz how time realli pass sooo fast hmmm and mi going to be yr 2 sooon ahahah i must ya hmmmm plus i cant flung it badly hmmm today working was sooo sian cuz i am damn tired due to last nite nbr have enufff sleeep sooo now realli kinda tired hmmm anyway i am fine lar ahahah stil can survive hmmm today selling ticket at box ahaha hmmm saw soo many different types of ppl hmmmmm realise tat there is soo many type of ppl out thr ahahaa crazy rite ahaha i noe cuz i am damn bored lor cuz i dun reallli like to do box cuz got to sit thr for quite long hrs lor sooo boring arghhhhhhhhh hmmm anyway today hmmmm afternoon sumthing unpleasent happen ya to my frz car cuz my frz met an accident in the carpark lucky both of them are fine but the car is damage lar but not that jialat lar hmmmm and before tat we were happily chatting at holland V coffee bean thr hmm but nbr think tat after 1 hr slacking and my two frz cystal and aaron left mi and siken sis the accident happen and realli settle the thingy for very long siah ahahah hmm but i realli feel i like sooo extra cuz over thr i cant help anything cuz i nbr had that happen to mi be4 ya sooo i am realli blur ahahah hmmm in the end is done le hmmm sooo everything settle ya and after tat i went back sch for lesson till 5 and after sch i head to work hmmm start work at six and work till 120 hmm sooo tiring but after knock offf i become a dragon again ahaha sooo active lol and went down to 651 to meet diana de and henry with mang fei plus henry tml is going army le hmmm will miss him lolz he is a goood crapper ya sooo misss his crapping lolz and now i am going bed soon tired ahaha hmmm tml will blog again

hmmm lastly i wanna sae is that : wanna to forget sum1 u realli love is very difficult things to do cuz is very diff to do it plus is very painful to do sooo haizzZZzzz

nite nite muck huggies and laopo miss u

090305

2005-03-09T09:11:00.000+08:00

hmmmm sooo tired yesterdae work till1220 and after went to watch the boggeyman arghhhhhh as i sae le i dun suit to watch horror or suspense movie ahahah hmm soooo scare lolx and yesterdae wasnt in goood moood quarrel with my mum haiz i realise when woman tend to get older they are more diff to understand and realli dunno wat they thinking hmmm arghhhhhhh haiz and today intend to goo morning lesson but i overslept sooo ahaha i jus going to the 10 am lesson hmmm die getting moore slack le hmmm how siah die ar hmmm i dun wan to be sooo slack ahahah hmmmmm btw after sch i am going for appointment hmmmmmm dunnno how long it will take tis time hmmmm how i wish will be a short one ahahaha

hmm when for the appointment hmm is not fun at alll hmmm soooo horrible hmm how i was it can faster settle alll my session and faster leave ahahaha but is ex ya hmmm one physio treatment hmm hope i am those can pay 18 dollars one cuz it was being sponsor ya hmmm hope i am

and yesterdae after my appt i went to meet my kor, jules hmmm soooo long nnbr seee him le hmmm whenever i meet him hmmmm sooon he is leaving town and is true ahahah yesterdae he told mi he is going to london to work le ahahaha hmmm soooo i think he wun be back sooo soon this time until he is bored with the life over thr or have climb till the position he wun and he will quit i guess and travel ard the world cuz he is a person who dun like to be tied down n setttle down ya hmmm anyway yesterdae the meet up is quite fun ahahaha i kinda like the china square central the scenery is nice ya hmmm plus the atmoshpere there is very relaz hmmmm kinda love the place hmmm i think i must realli goooooo explore more place which i nbr did be4 ahahhaha hmmmm kk i will stop here hmmm miss u allll the best to u all hugz

07 03 05

2005-03-07T01:39:00.000+08:00

hmmmm hi hi everyone kenneth is back and i will be going to blog again if possible will update daily ahahaha hmmmm this few weeek is realli very busy cumm alot of happy and sad and angry things happpen

hmmm for sad is

i fail my MST2 paper haiz
my com break down

angry is
hmmm i oso dunno lolz

happpy is
hmmm have a lot ya like yesterdae when club and hotel wah i can jus sae hmmm i love M hotel is sooo nice hmmmmm i hope jeff birthdae will open at M hotel ahahah hmmm i realli love it a lot ya hmmmmmmm there is alot of thing happen lar hmmmmmm too many tat i dunno wat to blog lolz

and for today morning went to granny place and after tat i went out to town to meet my dear hmmm sooo happy to see my dear dear ahahaha hmmmm cuz i jus miss my dear badly hmmmmmmm den after came back from town i went to meet jon for coffeee and that the end for tooday hmmm kinda tired ya hmmmm goin bed le muck nite ebery1 btw to jeff boy hmmm sorry for yesterdae didnt acc u dance hmmm i doubt u wil mind but i do enjoy myself last nite but jus unhappy with ur frz ahaha and yesterdae mi is sooo scare of u u noe hmmm anyway see u tml

20 02 05

2005-02-20T05:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm hihi eberyone now i am able to log on my com haiz the past feww week my lappy has been sick sooo tat is why i cant blog since last update on the 30 jan hmmmm sorrie guy hmmm sooo i am here to wish u all a happy chinese new yr and to my laopo sorry ya hmmm realli miss u wor hmmmm soo happpy to saw u at orchard on friday ya hmmm reallli has a great hug from u heex heex hmmm sooooooo happy to see u lor ahahah hmmmmm this few week has nothing much for mi ya cuz nothing interesting happen to mi and mi as usual stilll attach and happily with my dearie hmmm and friday i went sentosa with sis siken and bro jeff to suntan hmmmm i reallli got myself tan and now i am suffering cuz i got sunburn and mi totalli loook like a lobster haiz no whole body now is aching hmmmmmmm and today went to black hmmmm is realli fun tonite as there is a look of cute ppl ard hmmm ahahaha and the song today is not tat bad sooo i realli enjoy the fun and today i went with my sis charlene cystal and her bf hmmmm and after we left black i went ober to pick bro up and gooo home together ya hmmmm ahahaha inside the taxi wee chat wat happen during our clubbing and is realli fun hmmm i love it sooo much and lastly tis is for bro hmmm bro i noe u still cant forget D but i hope u will learn to put down and continue with ur life plus i read ur previous entry is D kept flashing thru ur mind but is u urself keep thinking of D soooo tat is why u keep think of D if u reallli wanna forget D u got to be realli hard hearted dun think of D anymore and stop have the thought of D kk plus u need time to forget everything ya plus one mth is not long k tis u realli need long time to settle it one hmmm sooooo dun think sooo much le rem u always have mi by ur side ya hmmm bro u have to be strong k :)

30 01 05

2005-01-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

hmmm sooo fast now is already 30 jan liao haiz going to be chinese new yr le and my test is coming sooon is jus after chinese new yr lor very sux leh arghhhh~~~~

hmmm my today when to sentosa to do my CIP work hmmm is volunteer work which i need to do in order to pass my sch module sux rite haiz but i do enjoy at sentosa ahaha as i long time no gooo sentosa le hmm today i went to sentosa jus like doing nothing lor ahaha lolz cuz when i was there i keep walk here and there lor cuz i am sooo bored and den my job is to jus to distribute the lunch box and that alll ahahaha hmm and i will tell u wat i do in sentosa since morning okie today i wake up at seven and meet my classmate suiwee to travel down to sentosa to meet my another classmate colin and supposely meeting time is 830 which is wat colin told us sooo which reach there ard 820 and in the end we two awaited colin for abt 30 mins and more lor wah si bei sian man ahaahaah and when colin reach we took the bus to silso beach and when reach le we went to the place and settle down and after seetttling down we three went to palawan to eat breakfast at 7-11 keke sooo full jus one huge curry puff and after eating we walk back to the place and tat is when the event starts hmmm and mi jus sit der rot and colin went to take part the event ahahah den after the event we acc colin gooo change and after changing we went to the place we place our stuff and at tat time we start to gib out lunch box to every body and after eating we went to walk walk ard the placce ahahah hmmm today sentosa is damn pack
and after the event and we left the place at 2 plus and after tat i immediately rush to ah ma hse to bath cuz i meeting my dear at 330 sooooo i am sooo rush lor hmmm but in the end i am late as usual and make dear waited for mi sooo guilty lor hmmm dear dear sorry to let u wait mi alll the time hmmm love u sooo much ya when i meet my dear dear we went to taka walk walk and eat lunch and after lunch we went to zouk thr and see the flea market held inside wah inside damn pack oso lor plus i saw the dog i like huskey ya hmm soooo cute the huskey and after shop at zouk we went back to ps to catch our movie alfie hmm the show is at 635 show hmmm and the show not bad ya hmmm quite nice ahahah hmmmm after the show we went to eat again ahaha mi today eat alot man ahahaa hmmm den after eatin we walk to orchard and went reach mrt mi and dear dear gooo separate way haiz sooo sad mi realli miss dear alot lor haiz dear mi miss u soo much and love u lotx leh haiz

and this is abt wat i have done today ya hmmmm keke soo i think i will stop here le hmmm nitz nitz

mood tired sad and miss dear a lot

27 01 05

2005-01-28T01:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmm soo fast going to mth to 2005 le hmmm and mi recently being sooo lazy ahaha to blog heex cuz recently got to work till wee hours sooo tooo tired to blog plus dunn wat to blog but i onli noe now my whole body is aching man hmmm went to cali for straight two dae man ahaha keep doing cardio exercise hahaha hmmm i reallli wish to slim down sooo i must realli dooo it plus cali gym is oso my dream lar as now jeefff and jon is member onli mi is not why cuz i am poor boy sooo i cant afford to pay for it but bcuz of jeff i got thr trial to use the cali gym hmmm is realli nice place as i can sae ya hmmm although is a bit scary lar it look sooo high class but wat to do ya hmmm i jus love it soo much hmmm i think i oso got nothing to blog lar hmmm nite nite i miss my dear and my laopo haiz
kennny mood tired

25 01 05

2005-01-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

soooo many daes didnt update my blog le hmmmmm soooo miserable for the past few daes lor hmmm been suffering from my toooth pain ya hmmm soooo painful and finally i get it dun today and and and sumthing unpleasent happen i Faint after the dentist get my tooth dun cuz of seeing my own bloood and is not little but alot ya and worst to worst i saw tat pieces of meat tat cuz mi to suffer sooooo sooooo much wah is reallli sooo grosss to see tat cuz it is cover with blood eeek see liao oso feeling my hair standing and realli sooo miserable !!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmm kinda feel i am realli a burden like wat jeff have sae play game with is sooo irritating haiz maybe i am bah but u tot i wan plus i am not realli crazy in game soo i wun be soooo into it wat but today jus becux of the game u sae this word to mi is realli hurt lor cuz wat u are my bro n u u sae those words out hmmmmm u noe is reaallli sooo painful haiz i doubt u will noe ya cuz u nvr gooo think sooo much when u are soo into sumthing haiz soo painfull heart being slash by a knife like tat u hor haiz sooo sad : (

suan le haiz jus dun wan to make u irritated of gaming with mi den i dun play le and i willl leaved it untouch le soooo even if i play i earn nothing plus i oso wun irritated does ppl play with mi

plus now i going to work soon le hmm signing of now haiz today will be a gloomy dae for mi hmmm dear i miss u jus wish u can be with mi now : (

mood mooodless

21 01 05

2005-01-22T01:59:00.000+08:00

HMMM two dae nbr update le ahahah hmmm i am sooo happy cuz i am attach le keke hmmm laopo must be happy for mi kk keke hmmm last nite went black with laopo and laopo frz hahah is kinda fun and nice but jus farking pack sooo didnt stay and left black abt near to one and den when we left mi and laopo gooo separate way le ahah cuz my love is waiting for mi and soo i went over to meet my love and den went back home hmmm stay at dear place ahaha hmmm sleep ahaha sooo shag plus i am down with running nose sooo sleep after my hair is dry and next dae which is friday i went off ard three plus and dear went jb with frz and mi toook a cab home and put my stuff and rush down to VCH victoria concert hall to see bro perform and after the concert mi sis siken and jon travel down to LPS lau pak sah to eat dinner ahahah ate till very full ahahaha we order stingray kang kong and egg with oyster and satay ahahah i noe it sound alot like we are like pig hahaha after finish my dinner bro came with his dear and we waited bro to finish his dinner and thruout we all being talk cock ahaha sooo fun lolz hmmm soooo happy and
enjoyable and after dinner we acc bro travel to cantonment policepost to file a report wah do u noe wat we walk all the way from LPS to outram wah damn far man walk till we all three siken and jon n mi myself wah realli suffer man ahaha but wat to do hmmm my bro wallet is gone hmmm sooo gotta acc him lor hmmm plus i oso feel heart pain for him ya cuz his wallet has a lot of stuff inside sooo the sum1 will returrn himmm his wallet ya if not that person i will curse him or her till they die man hmmpffff curse them leg rot hand rot and the body rot oso hmmm tat sound bad but wat to do tat is the consquences for not being true enuff hmmm darling bro dun be sad over it kk hmmm pat pat sayang hmmmm but i wanna sae sumthing i sumhow do enjoy the concert even doh i am sooo tired today and fall asleep ahaha hmmm kk lar kinda tired heex going bed le ahaha hmm nite nite

mood happy keke

19 01 05

2005-01-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today i am sooo happy but tired lar happpy is during the afternoon after my lesson cuz ahahah i went shopping ahahha hmm i bought myself a tshirt hmmm is simple and i like keke hmmm soooo whr i went today hmm i went to bugis and chinatown and lastly town ahahah mi today still got work and i still gooo shop shop tilll 4 plus den gooo home ahahha and when reach interchange ahaha still got to rush for bus to goo home in order not to be late for work hmmm den after shop finish at bugis mi and jon take bus to chinatown to find his dad and have my lunch thr hmmm jon ur papa noodles is nice ya hmmm especially the soup i like it man hmmm den after lunch den we went to meet siken at lucky chinatown hmmm cuz she want to buy perfume sooo she meet us thr and den i call dear dear and i found out tat dear dear is ard thr sooo i told dear dear to come meet mi ahaah sooo happy to see dear dear although jus a short while hmmm as for mi lar one dae didnt see him i will miss dear hmm i noe is mushy but who care ahahah i love it can le keke hmmm den after sis get her stuff n i met dear dear den mi siken and jon headed down tooo town hmmm this time jon didnt follow us is bexuz he is going to sch for gym sooo u onli drives us to wisma and den gooo back to rp le hmm soo happy to have jon this frz cuz he is sooo goood when he drive he willl jus ask u along who is close to him lar ahahah hmm den after shop finish with sis ahahaha i saw my frz in taka ahaha hmm sooo coincidence is tat i always i sae her is with gene my frz hmmm and noe i noe gene is sooo guai one ahahah and after tat i headed back to grab my stufff and den after dat mi jus gooooooo work him is sooo boring plus my hand is soooo pain ful and i cant do anything but jus do my thing as fast as i can jus chop chop and get my think down hmmm sooo hppen hmmm kk lar i will stop here tired le lazy to blog tooo hmmmm dear dear i love u

kenneth mood happy tired

jeff jeff soo u and L officially liao le bah rite ahahha congrat to u keke
tata see u tml

17 01 05

2005-01-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmmmm monday again haiz i hate mondae cuz is a brand new dae and i got to count down to tis thursdae den have a long week cum i den can see my dear dear haiz sooo sad i miss my dear dear soooo sooo soooo much haiz hmmm now i realli cant leave without dear as dear has gib mi a new life and new start to move on !!!! and i can feel tat dear dear is a good catch for mi compare to the previous i have crush on haiz dear i realli miss u soo much muck i love u from the bottom of my heart and during my devasted period u are there and u have fixed my broken heart thanks i realli love u and not jus faking it or jus sweet talk or wat i realli mean it hmmm today actualli was sooo sad when dear dear sae cant go with mi to the concert on fridae my heart sank and i almost cry cuz i realli hope dear dear cann accompany mi gooo watch but in the end he sae he will be going and i was sooo happy and the smile immediately appear on my face ahahaah hmmm sooo happy dear dear is willing to go partially is dear jus wanna to contributed to the charity and then gooo one and dunno izzit becuz of mi or the charity ahaha but i guess partialli is mi ahaha thick skin of mi rite aahahha but wat to do i am a thick skin person ahahaha jus joking lar hmmm but realli happy dear dear can gooo with mi heex

and bro sorrie tat i do sumthing tat i think u wun like it is tat i have delete sumthing which soooner or later u will noe ya as it is obvious lar as i got sae it before those who is ur future or ur partner i wun wanna contacct or soooo as for L he is being delete from my list soo sorry L if u got see this i am sorry but tooo bad as i got it be4 to jeff soo i have to keep my promise sooo sorry to delete u from my list sorry myabe u think i am childish or wat but tis is my principal soo once again sorry i noe i might lose a frz but wat to do ahaha it got to be done :) and u BETTER BEAR TIS IN MIND U BETTER TREAT MY BRO GOOOD IF NOT U I WILL NEVER FORGIVE I TELLL U :P CUZ JEFF IS MY BEST BRO AND WHO MAKE HIM CRY I WILL NEVER EVER BE GOOOD TO THEM I WILL CURSE THEM WAHAHAHAA :P

mood happpy cuz jus hang up with dear dear on the phone heex

16 01 05

2005-01-17T02:12:00.000+08:00

hmmm today went to meet dearie T at orchard hmmm sooo happy cuz T again fork out time for mi again to get mi accompany but before i blog i did today first thing i wanna sae is SORRIE SIS DIANA I TODAY CANT GOOO EAT WITH U ALL SOOO SORRIE HEEZ HOPE U WUN MIND HURHUR ................... and now i will cont wat i did today for the whole dae!!!!!!

sooo when i wake up i went to brush my teeth and went online chat awhile and until ard 1300 pluss my stomach is sooo hungry and i went to cook spag to eat for my lunch ya and after eating i went back chat online all this and call T and confirm the time i meet him hehe and den ard 1630 like tat i went to jp and meet mummy for dinner hmmmmm in the end she is eating i didnt eat jus tat i take a few bite of her foood and a ching teng and den after finishing eaten my food
i travel down to town to meet dear dear and always meet dear dear i am late sooo paisey ahaah hmmm den after meet dear dear we went walk walk at alot of place like heeren paragon dfs pacific plaza ck tang and lastly whealock place and will shopping we waiting for dear gerfrz fin to meet us for dinner but she cant make sooo we ate first and den after dat fin came and find us and we sit at bk der chit chat and fin is eating as while ahahaa and plus i oso waiting fro bro to finish his movie and head home together mah and when sit thr till eleven plus and jeff came to meet mi le and sooo we alll goooo separate way after fin has finish her diner and i wanna thz dear dear is tat dear acc mi tilll bro came meet mi cuz dear intend to leave at 9 plus but dear didnt left but stay with mi plus dear oso wan to meet fin mah sooo we two jus sit at bk chat chat lor and i am sooo happy hmmm dear i LOVE u lotx lotx hmmmm and den when heading back mi and bro and we chat in the train ahahah and that the end

mood happy

15 01 05

2005-01-16T02:24:00.000+08:00

Today meet T at cityhalll ard 330 hmmm sooo happpy as T wasnt free but T still fork out time to spend with mi hmmm i am sooo sooo touch ya hmmm T thanks for forking out the time to meet mi today hmmm soooo happpy and touch keke plus i onli see T once a week ya soooo i reallli treasure evry hr evry min evry sec i spend with T hmmm but stilll deep in my heart i dun dare to put in alll my 100% feeling cuz i scare i will get hurt again soooo i keep pondering whether shld i or shldnt i haiz hmmmmm kenneth is sooo confuse and depress ya hmmmm cuz loving sum1 isnt sooo easy as we imagine ya soooo i realli hope T wun break my heart and hurt mi like it happpen previously haiz i reallli cry non stop and cant eben stop thinking abt it ya hmmm sooooo i hope it i will a happy ending it will be forever :) hmmm maybe i am abit childish but as i sae i love to live in fantasy which is oso easy to get hurt haiz !!!!!

back to wat i did today the whole daee ahahaha morning till i leave hse to meet T i was slacking alll the way ahaha plus finding ppl to go out with and in the end i manage to get sis and meiyan to meet at orchard at ard 6 plus hmmmm and when i meet T we both went to peninsular plaza to shop as T wanna buy iron on stufff sooo we went to see and in the end he found it and T spend on those thing for abt 70 plus dollar hmmm see le i oso hard pain pain lolz even doh is not my money but i got told T dun buy tooo many is oso waste of money ya hmmmm and before we start shop we went to have lunch first and i oreder thai food hmmm the thai food is not bad ya but abit oily lar but overalll stilll okie ya keke and we spend shoppin cum eating we spend 2 hrs over there ahaaha hmmmm and after we shop i acc T take bus to bugis to take bus go jb hmmmm after T leave my heart and mind keep think of T haiz sooo she bu de lor haiz but lucky T onli gooo for one dae ahahhaa and maybe tml i will be meeting T ya and sis diana i am sooo sorry tat i might not be able to gooo to eat with u ya haiz but if i not meeting T den i gooo meet u all kk hmmm but no promise hor hmmmm sooo after sending T gooo i went down too orchard to meet yan yan keke den mi and mimi when shop shop as she oso looking for shop for k1 and oso hunting for her working shoes ahahahaha and after shop ard we went over to cali starbuck at somerset too sit sit and wait for siken and mei and jeff to come but in the end onli mei and siken came and jeff bro went for his date but after tat he came to meet us hmmmm while mean time be4 bro came we allll four of us was chatting and joking ahahah sooo fun and happy ya hmmmm and after jeff came to meet us hmmmm we send siken off we board cab and head to eat at 651 ahahah and went to eat onli mi and mimi and mei went back cuz she still need to work mornign next dae soooo we send her back be4 we head to 651 ahahah hmmm den after suppper mi and bro send mimi off liao and we went chit chat ahahaah hmmm long time didnt le we chat for a while lar and now i realli got sumthing to sae bro u dun need to feeel wat ya cuz i didnt get jealous or wat lar hmmmm belief mi i now onli love T alot as for L is jus a sub of my lonlinesss period onli and those flirting is playing onli sooo dun treat serious plus I JUS WANNA SAE I HAVE NO FEELING FOR L KK MAYBE DAT PERIOD OF TIME BEING LONLI BAH BUT NOW NO FEELING AT ALLL BUT TO DISAPPOINT U IS I WUN MEET L SORRY YA CUZ IS TOOOO AWKWARD TO SEE L SOOO I AM SOOO SORRY TO SAE TAT I NOE U FEEL BAD BUT I HAD TO SAE OUT LAR KEKE :P ANYWAY ALLL THE BEST TOO U KK AND BRO 4 EVER

14 01 05

2005-01-15T04:58:00.000+08:00

SOOO HAPPY ahahha finalli i went back to black le ahahah hmmm not bad lar the song now seem not bad compare to last time i when ahahah hmmmmm today was kinda happy cuz i can realli dance like a mad guy lolz but jus onli when i hear those song i love aahahha :p
and can see from sis siken face she oso quite enjoy herself and happy sooo we all are sooo pleased heex hmmmmm but soo sad tat saw jon drunk becuz he got pro which he drink tooo much hmmm jon next time dun drink soo much when u got pro kk

hmmmm actuallli my dream bubble sooon is going to burst sooon haiz as i sae i am sooo no luck in get a realll love why always happen to mi i am sooo sick and tired of my life pls god i jus wan a partner who love mi as much as i love back is tat sooo difficult haiz keennneth luv life is sooo sux
hmmm i dun wan pin sooo much alr haiz
sobsob happy moment is ending sooon again haiz

mood

:'(

13 01 05

2005-01-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm after my hand dislocate hmmm i feel tat now all my movement is sooo retarded ya hmmm soooo scare i might happen again but touch i dun wan it to happen again cuz is damn fucking pain lor i realli cant take it the pain ya haiz hmmm sooo horrify by it man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today being notti i didnt goo lesson in the morning cuz i am tooo lazy plus my class mate is oso not going sooo i onli gooo for the math lesson ahahaha hmmmm finalli tis time rd my computer math quiz i pass hahaha not bad hor kennneth u are soo clever tis time ya ahaha like real ar
................. hmmmm plus lucky be4 tat my teacher got gooo thru with us some qn be4 we the quiz tat is why i score a passing grade ahahah hmmm sooo happy thz miss quek hmmmm today i am sooo goood boy after lesson i head back home hehe den when reach home i gooo help my mummy coook rest le n fall asleep awhile as i toook medicine which make mi feel soo sleep sooo i falll asleep tilll i wake up i reallise i got 11 miss call from sis diana sorry sis cuz hp in silent sooo didnt heard it rang or wat sooo sorry i noe u are angry but not i purposely one kk sorry sister diana haiz sian and tml i got a programming test which i haven even started tooo do yet ya arghhhhhhhhh sooo stress man hmmmm sooo i hope tml paper will be easy

hmmmmm today brother jeff told mi a big secret ahahaha which is lucifer was chasing after him ahahha ahmmmmmmm brother tell u sumthing i am not jealous or wat ya as in the first place i already noe he is interested in u le ahahah and i am not jealous or wat lar as mi got my T le sooo i am pleased already sooo dat lucifer give u ahaha and i doubt i will contact him or wat le lar as now he is chasing u and i wun wanna mix ard with those guys who like u ahahahha :p keke soooo goood luck tooo u ya hmmm if u think he is a goood catch den dun let gooo but dun be foolish to put in 100% kk jus take it slowly as this is wat i learn from my past bad experience with J sooo how u dun follow my footstep kk muck love u bro ahahha u always my best brother kk sooo dun keep think i will be jealous or wat ya :) take care see u sooon realli sooon if can sat gooo out together kk now i onli can go out with u once a week le not like last time haiz sooo sad realli miss the daes during my holidays !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moood stress scared and horrify

12 01 05

2005-01-12T10:46:00.000+08:00

HMmmmmmm wat a suprise present for mi in 2005 man my hand dislocate onli hmmm i am soooo sad lor tot tis wun happpen as i plan to gooo gym today but now alll become bubble liao le haiz sooo sad man but belief or not wheneber u in pain or wat ya the first one come to ur mind will be the one u realli love and miss lor hmmm cuz i yesterdae was in pain u noe my mind jus flash thru T face hmmm how i wish T can be there rite away hmmm maybe i guess i am totalli put in le haiz hope i wun get hurt lor but i feeel no 1 can prevent it one ya !!!!!

hmmmmm how many hand got dislocate and wat happpen thru out the incident i going blog down keke: hmmm is before i dislocated my shoulder mi was in cinema 2 clearing after clearing i carry the bag as usual den walk down the step as i walk down near to a last two i feel a stretch on my arm there and the very next move i drop the rubbish bag one the floor and i noe my old injury relaps hmmm den i jus sit down there moan in pain and agony hmmm the pain is soooo miserable and awhile huiying open the dooor and walk towards mi and ask mi wat happen and i told her my arm dislocated she told mi to go to a clinic near by and she even ask jeffery to acc mi gooo there and while waiting for jeffery she offer mi whether need to bandage for mi a now den i reply is okie and when to the clinic with jeffery company den reach the clinic went in the clinic the nurse and doc instead of helping mi to bandage or wat they jus sae " we dun see for dislocated patient please refer to hospital and jus sit there doo nothing man wat the fuck there are jus suxh a lousy bloody mother fucker clinic hmmm never mind den jeff ask mi hmm u wanna gooo hospital a not as i have no choice is sooo pain sooo i sae okie lor hmmm but be4 we did tat we gib huiying a calll sae we going down to hospital and she sae okie and even sae gooo alexander hospital as i faster and soooo we hire a cab and get in and head to hospital hmmmm inside the cab it was miserable and as the pain is soooooo terrible and wat i can doo is pray head for the driver can reach the hospital as first as possible hmmmm when reach hospital ya we went to register and den after tat the nurse bandage for mi and after a while when to see the doc hmmm feeel sooo bad as i am in pain and agony i show attitude to the doc cuz he ask a lot of qn sooo i was soooo miserable ya hmmm den after tat i went to the sick bay rm and wait for an injection for the pain as is for relief but i doubt it help ahahah and the injure was done on my buttt arghhhh soooo paisey worse is a lady nurse ahahha sooo shy hmmm den after the jab i was being pulll to xray rm hmmm there oso suffer haiz take threee time and my arm is stilll in pain lor even after the jab hmmm den take finish i was being push back tooo the same place le den the doc told mi tat they will inject mi with med to let mi sleep den i jus nod my head but tell u it was sooo terrible cuz the doc need to poke a needle into my hand be4 the jab soooo he insert in but suddenly he sae he need to poke another place and thr goes him lucky he manage man was is sooo painful now i can feel is blue black i guess hmmm den after the he inject sumthing in le den i go into a deep sleep le and wat happen i realli dunno le den when i wake up is already 1 plus like and the face i saw was huiying hmmm and she ask mi how am i jus reply i am fine and my shoulder pain has gone onli left with thee numb numb and muscle pain onli hmmm den after tat me and huiying went to collect medicine and eben she take the bill goooo pay liao den mi and her head back hm hmmmm is realli a terrible nite for mi man hmmmm thz jeffery and huiying and those who noe abt mi and call mi ya thz i am fine now le jus tat i need time to recuperate ya tat all hmmm sooooo paisey

hmmmm moood pain agony miserable and touch ya and soorry

hmmm but T i am sooo happy to see u msg mi tis mornin hmmm i love u bery much

10 10 05

2005-01-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

MONday AND MONDAY IS CALLL A WAT DAE MONDAY BLUE DAE hmmm soooo wat i am going to sae is monday is sooo suz and i hate monday cuz is sooo bored ya but today lesson was rather fun for my project 1 ahahah doing a melody box ya and for anther lesson my triple E lecture i slept there ahaha cuz i am sooo tired and sleepy after listen to the lectureer voice hmmmm tat lectureer sure got learn chui mian su ahaha sooo sleepy after he start to explain
ahahahah den after sch i rush back hmmm to see t izzit online but t was not as t was very buzy jus now cuz t need to rush project out soooo he was in the office till 9 plus hmmmmm see t work till so late oso heart ache ya hmmmm and at 8 i went to swim with my bro and jon ahahah hmmm although we onli swimm for a while but i realli enjoy it ya cuz hmmm i love swimming keke cuz whenever got trouble i will like to soak in water and i can feel tat the water will abit to drift away all my unhappiness memory soo i feel sooo relax in water keke hmmm den after swim went hm and jus hang up phone with t sooooo happy ahahaha and tis wat today i did ya keke hmmm kk lar sleep will guys and lastly bro i realli like ur blog song ya keke gtg liao see ya

mood happy

09 01 05

2005-01-10T01:47:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today bery tired after tis i going bed liao hmm cuz last nite slept late and today wake up early soooo got to gooo bed le as tml lesson is at 10 haiz sian man sooo suxtoday soooo happpy keke hmmmmm cuz ahaha i got to hold T hand keke in the cinema today ahahah sooo happy hmmm even though is jus a short period but is jus more denn enuff le ya cuz tis alread make mi feel satisfied le keke noe is sound mushy but is jus how i realli feel lor haahha hmmmm went to watch at ps today kungfu hustle hmmm quite funny but oso very lame lor cuz the story is no linking ya hmmm but still funny lar and i realli luff till like crazy ya certain part of the show ahaha plus watch with T i am sooo happy keke
hmmmmmm and today early morning i acc mummy goooo ah ma hse to visit her and to sit sit and chat with my aunt they alll and after tat ard 345 i left and leave her alone thr and when down to town to my T for the movie hmmmmm realli enjoy myself ya hmmmm jus hope thing will be realli fine for the both of us ya :) kkk lar i got to go le hmmm nitz nitz every1 hmmmmmm swwet dream muxk hugz
mood happpy till highest point :)

08 01 05

2005-01-09T04:22:00.000+08:00

hey bro glad u feeling better now le hmmm rem to take care urself ya hmmmm anyway visited ur blog hmmm seem like sum1 has piss u off ya hmmm dun be angry ya kk hmmmmm see u like tat i oso heart ache cuz i noe tat now no one is able to help u but onli u can help urself and the most mi and ur caring frz ard u can onli support u ya soooo pls zhen zuo kk i am waiting to see the cheerful and happy of u and jus now always showing a sad face hmmm since is a week plus le dun think tooo much ya see u suffer he noe he dun ya sooo wat for make urself suffer as he is enjoying wat the point ya no point for u to be sad anymore as u are still young u will find ur love one who love u more den u doo ya hmmm and mi will always be by ur side ya hmmmm actualli today i am not angry tat u cant come but is tat a bit sad tat u sick and got to stay at hm and i dun wish to think sooo much sooo reaalli wanted u to come out with mi but u cant u are sick hmmmmm sooo rem to eat medicine kk

hmmmm today i am sooo happpy cuz i able manage to get myself a bermudas keke which i longing foooooor soooooo soooo long le hmmmm finalli i got one for myself liao and hmmm sooo happy keke today went to town with siken and jon and meihui hahaha hmmmm today walk the whole orchard keke actualli not whole lar is those place i am able to get to see and buy one lar hehe hmmmmm sooo headache dunno wat to buy for siken sista present hmmm 21 birthdae and mi stilll dunno wat to buy for her ahaahah and today after shopping i went down to find changde they at gv ahahaah hmmm reallli sooo haapppy as i got reallli long time nbr see ger ger jiaying and have supper with her le keke hmmm sooo happy ya hmmmm and after her work mi her diana changde steven mangfei and koh went to 651 coffeeshop to eat suppper and allll this and we chat we luff ahahah sooo long nbr seen this le since after ger ger got her full time job ya and today i am sooo happy tat finalli i told ger ger abt mi le hmmmm sorry ger ger i didnt meant to hide it from u ya as is becuz i realli dunnno how to tell u ya cuz i told diana and rong abt mi is i think and think and think den in the end i got the courage to bring it up and told dem hmmmm and for u sister diana do think tooo much ya hmmmm as for mi i think u shld realli walk out of ur phobia of the past and accept the new one if u keep thing of tat u onli will make even more sad and scare to face it ya and tis will onli lead to sadness onli sooo pls be brave face it n overcome it i noe u will do it ya hmmmm i noe u can ya sooo trust urself and tell urself dun be silly keep thinking the past this wun bring u happiness but jus saddness hmmmm and this will make u cry more ya hmmm soooo pls walk out of the circle and enter a new circle which u will not be affect by the past ya hmmm and today i am realli glad tat u and ger ger is jus like old time i am soo happy to see tat hmmmm jie pls belief in urself tat u can walk out the circle and enjoy ur life in a new circle kk hmmmm and lastly i wun forget my xiao laopo hmmmm i realli miss u lor hmmmm u always will be there to shower mi wif ur comfort and care when i am down ya hmmm i promise u i will be strong ya i am going to be strong from now ya sooo hope u will oso be like mi kkk we two must be stronger den last yr in 2004 ya hmmmm dun think sooo much and enjoy ur life kk hmmmm i will goo find u sooon :)
and i oso miss u ty

hmmmmm moood happpy (the stone inside my heart has drop feel sooo relief :) )

05 01 05

2005-01-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm yesterdae went to gym with bro and jon hmmmm realli fun even though is jus for a short while but i stilll got do does stuff i need to do keke hmmm yesteerdae my muscle is still aching due to mon tat dae one but who care wan my body to fit i got to pay for it keke hmmm den after gym we when to bath liao den head towards to town to meet mei mei and mimi keke and yesterdae were realli very fun keke cuz hmmmm lot of craps and joke we made among ourself and until near evening sis and bro came meet us soooo we together went shopping and sit and eat and crap aahahha reallli enjoy yesterdae was a realli memorable dae keke hmmmm and sorry brother sorry to let u wait for sooo long at burberrys keke but in the end i still prefer the guess shirt u buy ya which realli loook nice on u ya hmmmm u was wear it on siken birthday tat dae ahahah hmmm i noe u still feeling not good but u got to let it ggo cuz the more u hold the more u feel pain in it jus like mi kk i will gib u my support !!!!!!

hmmmm yesterdae nite my heart was a bit hurt ya hmmmm dunno after chat with T and i got a feeling tat i wun have a happy ending with T and suddenly when i lye on my bed tears jus roll down from the side of my eyes i noe i shouldnt but jus tat i feeel tat my love life is sooo screw up ya haiz why is tat always happen on mi why cant i have the chance to be with sum1 i realli love together why god always do tis tooo mi haiz

anyway i am glad tat i stiilll have my bro and my frz ard mi to support mi and my xiao lao po hmmmm god PLS SPARE MI TIS TIME ALLOW MI WITH SUM1 I LOVE CAN TO BE FOREVER ~~~~~

02 01 05

2005-01-03T02:01:00.000+08:00

hmmm today is the second dae of 2005 le hmmmm today is realli enjoyable dae keke i can goooo out with my bro as with my sis at the same time hmmm darling bro i hope u can change the perspective towards siken ya hmmm soooo i hope u can do it ya n i am proud of u keke i am glad!!!!! and today i felt sooo paisey when i went to cityhall to meet my tomy and his frz ahahha is like we all sit down liao all the ppl on the table become bery quiet ahahah n is like dunno wat to sae lor hmmm and jus tat tomy frz keep finding topic to talk to us is like after answering we jus become silence again ahahaa hmmmm but i do enjoy my dae today i went to shop today i got myself my slipper and a coin pouch ahaha hmm next will be my bers and tshirt aahahha sooo wait for mi i am coming for u ya keke>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yesterdae i was realli sooo sad and heart pain and angry after meeting jeff at his block downstair but be4 receiving his call i am still in happy moood but receive a call for him i noe sumthing not rite sooo after send lian offf i rush down to his place to loook for him sooo when i reach i call him and he came down when he came down he start to cry and when i saw his "#3##" i was sooo angry and heart pain and sad lor cuz he haiz i dun wish sae and heart pain and sad is tat i see him cry till sooooooo terrible hmmm realli tis is my first time to see him cry till soooo terrible see liao i oso wanna cry out but i hold back and at first is tat i tot of consoling him i scolded him instead i noe i seem to be bad noe tat the person is crying like helll and i still scolded him but watt to do i cant jus see him like tat sooo i scolded him sorry tat i did tat but bro u noe will i scolded u rite u shld noee cuz u promise le but u sae u wun do dat u still do it le u noe i realli feel heart broken to see tat hmmmm and i hope u will get it over fast kk and pls promise mi i dun wish to see u did tat again cuz i realli will break down if i saw tat again ya u noe i oso feeel the pain for u lor even doh i am not the one ya but seeing tat will cuz the ache le lor haiz hope u wun do tat again kk !!!!!!!

sianzation tml got to go back sch again but lucky i am starting lesson at 130 sooo is practicalli fine with mi ya keke but jus a bit no feeling gooo sch nia keke hmmmmmmmmmm tml my gym schdule will be starting ahahah and is time for mi toooo work out liao hmmm i must be dillligent in tat le hmm i must keke!!!
i am happy i once again climb up again and now is a new yr sooo i must forgeet the unhappy past and look forward to receive my gooood thing coming ahead hmmmm allll the best tooo alll my frz hmmmm new yr is a new start let alll of us open our arm wide open and welcome it hmmmm kk lar i am going bed le nitx ntixz hmmm btw hor laopo hmmmm i will be going down to rp on fridae hmmm if u in sch one fridae den i willl go down pay u a visit ya hmmmm laopo i miss u ya
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moood happy

30 12 04

2004-12-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmmm abt 4 days nbr update my bloggy le keke cuz i dunno wat to blog plus no time toooo ya soooo i didnt realli goooo seee wat to blog abt~~!!!!! >.< So fast today is the second last dae of this year 2004 ............... hmmmm times realli pass soooo sooooo soooo fast le haiz two more dae new year is coming and we gonna welcome 2005 as they sae time passs sooo fast is true ya time realli flies !!!!!!!!!!!! new beginnin new aim and target hmmmmm and leave does unhappy memories behind and move forward and i be strong cuz i realise tat mi has become bery fragile and weak soooo i must be strong to stand alone and face those blows haiz cry had cry le sooooo der is no much thing for mi to be sad and cry for liao i must not shed my tears sooo easily tis time i hope i can do it :)

hmmmmm thz bro for ur present i am happy for u tat u now has found someone u like le hmmm i am realli glad for u and i oso got think of sumthing as now u are attach i think i wun realli keep buzzing le as i think those period we keep going out is becuz u need sum1 one to accc but now u hab found ur love ones den i think is time for mi to step back and let ur dear to acc u when u are down or happy as i think mi will jus retired le hmmmm but if u need mi i will open wide my arm and welcome u ya hmmmmm dun sae i am stupid or wat but this is wat i feel lor cuz once a person is attach and wat he or she sae tat i sure have time for u but in the end might not be able to do and turn up to be empty promise mi myself oso willl commit dat soooo this wat i think lar i wun buzzz u like last time but dat does not mean i will forget u and wana to contact with u hmmm i will still think of u cuz we are blood brother jus tat i dun wan to be in ur circle with ur dear cuz i think is good tat u spend ur time with ur dear is better lor as mi i am fine with anything ya cuzz i do has think clearly le hmmmmm i am stilll not independant sooooo now is a goood time to let mi learn to grow up hmmmm thz for ur acc during the period i do enjoy it ya hmmmm but now u are attach le and i think i wun wish to share u with ur dear as now u oso dun hav much time for mi oso ahaha sooo i think u jus concentrated on ur dear den and mi i am fine to be alone and i stilll has lian they alll soooo is fine with mi ya hmmm but dat doesnt mean u can forget mi here hor i tell u hor blood brother lor u dun forget this keke hmmmm anyway once again goood luck to u n ur dear hmmm alll the best ya and rem be open kk dun always hide ur feelings to urself as i feel tat ur dear shld have the rite to noe it sooo pls jus share with ur dear and seee whether both of u can work things out a not hmmm and i jus read ur latest entry hmmm u realli love ur dear a lot as i can see sooo pls be open to ur dear kk hmmmmm as for mi ar hmmmmm i will support u keke hmmmm as for mi willl be loneliboi again :) ahahaha

LONILIBOI IS FINNALLII BACK IN ACTION HMMMMMM WHEN WILLL IT BE MY TURN TO FIND MY LOVE ONE HAIZ ZZZZZZZZZZ

lastly laopo i miss u wor haahha hmmmm hope to see u sooon ya muxk

26 12 04

2004-12-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm xmas jus pass and a brand new year is coming le haiz and next yr i am reaching 20 le sooo fast cant imagine i now got to sae goood bye to my 19 yr old age le cant belief !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm it has beeen a few dae for not updating my blog le sooo now i am here to update it ahahha

start 24
eve of xmas i went out with siken meihui and mei hui frz hmmmm we at first rot at starbuck at somerset and after dat we went to have dinner at PS thai express and after dinner mei hui frz came over to meet us and after tat we rot at starbuck again hmmmm den wait tilll ard 10 plus we alll went over to tanjong pagar there to drink at the pub name "naughty ger " hmmmm cuz meihui another frz is there sooo we went lor as we got nothin to do mah soooo we join her frz lor haiz yoz reach liao abit sian lor cuz the place is sooo bored no ppl dancing and it dun even loook like a pub to mi ppl onli sit der chat chat drink and play card tat alll haiz sooo i went walk walk with siken and oso waiting for meiyan who came ober to meet us after meeting finish with her frz and denn the end of eve

25 actual dae
hmmmmm i plead siken to gooo down with mi as i got meet jon (yeowsiah) and in the end she agreee sooo we alll went to town again and we walk walk awhile den we went to eat dinner and after dinnner we when to starbuck to sit sit again and while sitting down we all chit chatting over der and oso waiting for meihui to come over but she didnt realli stay long with us and she leave to watch movie with berry and his frz and for us we wait ah lian knock off and gooo back together ahaah den the end of xmas

and for today i do nothing much le wake up in the morning liao bath den acc mummy to ah ma hse but be4 dat she when to see doc abt here leg a chinese senseh and after tat we went to xiao uncle hse to sit sit and after tat i leave at 5 and headed to cityhall to meet my frz ahahaha hmmm meet my this frz i always late feel sooo paisey lor n after we have dinner at raffles city i ask my frz to gooo durian see see hmmmm realli lor durian is rather nice lor in nite time hmmm the scenery is soooo beautiful lor hmmm reallli nice to enjoy with ur love ones ahahha hmmmmm after dat we went to marina to walk walk after that i went to find my bro ahahah cuz he jus touch down and he pass mi my present ahahah hmmmm today is a tiring dae lor going to bed liao le nite nite

moood moderate

22 12 04

2004-12-23T02:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmm merry xmas every1 kenneth has back to normal le hmmm those daes leaving in dark is sooo scary hmmm thz every who shower mi with ur care and concern i miss u and love u alll
once thz and hab a wonderful white Xmas this yr

20 12 04

2004-12-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

three daes nbr update my blog le hmmm cuz i dunno wat to write haiz jus feeel sooo lost hmmm brother drian sorry to sae that kind of thing to u all but i jus dunno why i will sae tat i am soorrry for it especialli to jefff brother hmmm i noe u are disappoint in mi for sae such word but i realli feel sooo terrible see u alll sooo happy as u sae u wan mi to gib u blessing i wannted but i dunno how toooo lor as it was in my terrible u ask mi to give u my blessing which at that moment i cant do it lor haiz even now i still cant get over it ya hmmmm sorry guys hmmmmm hope u alll will for give mi i need time reallli ample of time to forget ebry thing and back to my normal life
soooorrrry guyz :) i still not strong enuff to climb up myself i need help

moood down

17 12 04

2004-12-17T13:39:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today suddenly have to an urge to write sumthin in my blog as i feel i didnt update i feel abit uneasy ya haiz hmmmmm it is been abt four daes after tat incident haiz stilll being trouble by it even sumtime i feel sooo happpy as u see mi but down deep in my heart i am sooo sad and my heart is still crying haiz dunno why haiz and i am soo afraid to be alone now whenever i am alone i will just think abt the past we two being doing tis and tat haiz think of u being attach liao how sad i am alll this and my tears will jus rolll down my cheek and i am always losing to my saddness tat hide in it of my body and when i am alone saddness will jus overcome mi and make mi feel soooo terribly sad haiz i am soooo scared to be alone but recently those i can find tooo either is busy with there thing or if got there own thing to do haiz
and now i always got to be alone here and there haiz even my brudder oso can spend much time with mi le since i start schling and he start working alll this haiz but i jus dunnno how can i forget u and move on as normal and be realli goood frz with u haiz even my bro got his thing to share with mi i oso no mood to listen to it haiz i noe i am being very bad sooorrry bro maybe i willl did tat to u is jus i dun wish to heard it as i will double my saddness i guess haiz and since u going over to hk sooon and wun be celebrating with u keke and my Xmas intend to celebrate wib u onli but now i got to be alone celebrating it haiz why always happeen on mi why i am reallli tired of my own life ya sobsob and tat dae u told mi u going to gib mi a xmas present cuz i both u one and i told u dunn need is becuz i feel u already gib mi a present le and was tis is a huge huge one and i never ever think of it is tat u attach to sum1 else haiz tat is my present receive from u and i think ur present will not be anything more significant den i going to receive :'( tat is my life kenneth life suz and useless :(

mood depressed stage

back from work le hmmm kinda tired man hmmm chat wib laopo hmmm i realli glad to chat wib u laopo u realli console mi and telll mi alot of sensible thing ya i really appreciate ya but jus let mi be insensible for awhile as den i can reallly cry it out loudly haiz hmmmm i reallli hope to have u always by my side when i am mooody or sad cuz u reallli understand mi well ya hmmmmm and recently i feel mi and jeff is like getting soooo far apart after he know news le haiz dunno maybe i am tooooo sensitive or wat lar but i realli dun wanna to lost a brother like him cuz maybe use to his pampering but now no more sooo abit not happie bah i guess but hope u can alllow mi not to anyhow think hmmmm i am tired le

goo beed liao

moody low still lov3 u haiz friendly is stilll der

15 12 04

2004-12-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

cried for one whole nite haiz every things has to come to an end sooooo i telll myself i shldnt cry and face it hmmm but is reallli hard to change immediately to not to be sad lar but i think i realli coping well and doing welll for not crying and thinking soooo much le now as mi willl faace it as a fact tat we jus has no fate to be together hmmmmmm den jus let it be

today went for a hair cut at my frz workplace at holland village hmmmm after get my hair cut i went down to meet meiyan to shop ard and laterward pork join us and next siken join us at cityhall and den jean came to meet us and go back jp together hmmmm today is a tired dae as i didnt realli slleeep welll

haiz anyway i am going bed le nitz guyz

mood better but stilll moody on and offff

14 12 04

2004-12-15T02:45:00.000+08:00

i am sooo sad sooo sad seeing tat u has date sumone else le but is not mi haiz my heart realli painfulll haiz hope u can find ur true love den but in my heart i still love u haiz why always tis happen to mi why !!!!!!!!!!! i hate my life soooo soooo much sooo soooo much haiz i sooo stupid haiz y i realli wanna be alone i am a failure fail in love life study and everything i jus feel mi life is soooo meaningless wat for i live

I WANNA GOOO AND DIE Die le yi liao bai liao haiz i am sooo useless i would bother u anymore
thz for gibing mi and wonderful and a hurtful memory

moood low wanna gooo and die

13 12 04

2004-12-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm first dae of school wahahah hmmm kinda fun cuz today realli shiok go sch jus like nvr go like tat first lesson do nothing jus do sumthing with computer den after one hr instead of two hrs teacher release us and mi and my classmate when to foodcourt four to eat lunch cum breakfast ahahah hmmmm den after finishing eating mi and another two of my classmate keep walk here and ther and rot here and ther ahahah den when to the next lesson at 130 ahahah den our teacher teach tilll 245 and release us le and after tat lesson actualli i got one more lesson but was cancel cuz teacher on mc wor wor happy man but tml i got to suffer le haiz god blesss mi hmmmm watevr tml happen will update here hmmmm sian another day study till five sooo after sch i came back and meet meiyan and jean at jp walk walk ahaha after tat have dinner with my mummy and come home hmmmm and ard 7 tat time i went to pioneer malll to meet my bro ahaha hmmmm finalli get to see him kinda happy lol ahaah after i few times of complain at him keke hmmmmm realli miss those dae when i spent with him during my holidaes ahaha we always go out together hmmm realli miss those daes
!!!!!

12 12 04

2004-12-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOOO ANGRY OF MYSELF DO A TERRIBLE MISTAKE ALLL MY ENTRY FOR TODAY GOOONNNA HMMMPFFF SOOO SAD :'( SOB SOB HMMMM MI REALLI STUPID arghhhhh hate it hmmmm nothing much today happen to mi hmmmm jus no mood to write again le hmmmmm jus tat today work 3 and work tilll 1025 and after tat wait for henry goo eat supper and come back hm liao and today feel sooo restless cuz tml is sch term start haiz but i telll myself i must not slack liao ahaha cuz i got to aim for goood result hmmm i believe i can if i realli work hard for it hmmm i must not let myself down hmmmm i goin bed nitz miss ya bro hope to see u on wed hmmmm i miss u wor ahahha keke sound gay rite lolx but tooo bad tis is wat i realli wan to sae wahahhaah and i oso miss my dearest laopo and my mei keke and my sista lolz
miss u guyz

11 12 04

2004-12-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

today is soooo shag man yesterdae sleep and wake up very very very earlier at 7 plus hmmmm wah wah reallli steam man wake up soooo early and today wake up early goo work instead of going back at 420 but i was held back to work ot till 520 den can gooo back hm rest hmmm is not that fun ya cuz is reaalllli tiring haiz i am soooo tired and today work nothin much thing to special happen hmmmm soooo there iznt thing to write on ya

but to my personal thing i got thing to write on cuz today alone at home after work actualli intend to gooo out wan but in the end event cancel sooo i jus stay home alone hmmmm i feel sat nite at hm is rather lonely and sad ya cuz lonely at hm i tend to think of those sad matter haiz
my tear roll down again i jus feel i am getting weaker and weaker each dae haiz i am soo weak nowadays hmmmm i feel tat love life for mi is realli getting more and more fragile
hmmmmmm and nvr been happy for mi in my love life
either i am deeply in love with this person but the person dun like and if not meet sum1 i dun like but like mi haiz soooo i jus dunno why i am soooo screw up in this and i feel nthing is smooth for i can sae i jus feel my life is sux
and i think of u again and my tears jus roll down i feel i am not like a man cuz a man shld not cry but i dun care cuz man is still a human who has feel sooo if wanna cry jus cry haiz wei she mo zhong wo zai liu lei nah

mood low again

09 12 04

2004-12-10T02:16:00.000+08:00

today is another of my offf dae wahhahaha hmmmmm kinda slack today cuz in the afternooon i meet jon for lunch at pioneer mallll ahahaha finali i can eat the foood i being longing to eat lotus soup with lean meat keke hmmm i love to eat tat keke i been craving for it since yesterdae wahahahha den after lunch i went back hm and slack awhile den go bath and meet jon again cuz he is going town and mi oso wat sooo i meet him goooo down together keke cuz going town alone in mrt is a very boring thing ya sooo lucky got him to acc mi lolz hmmmmm when i reach cityhall i realise the time i meet jerry is stilll early and soooo i went out with jon to gooo meet ash keke hmmm kinda happy to see ash cuz she is always have a smiling face on her face keke den we walk walk away and i left them and headed do to ps to meet jerry to watch movie cuz he wanted to watch xmas with e krank mah and i oso wat sooo we go down to watch hmmm the movie is quite funny lolz and got sum parts i realli lufff like hell keke hmmmm soo shy shy cuz i luff till quite loud sooo paisey ahaha den after the show both of us went to starbark at somerset to sit down and drink as to delay our time cuz i meeting my mei to gooo back together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmmm i am realli sooo pai sey to let jerry wait for sooo long for my mei to knock off today as he almost miss his train home phew lucky he didnt if not i willl feeel very bad ya hmmmm luck y he was fast enuff keke !!!!! and after fetch mei after work and we head home le hmmmm reallli kinda enjoy today cuz i noe tml onwards i wun have time liao cuz sch term start on the 13 of dec sooo sian and sux lor argghhhhhhhhhh hmmm and i think i will end it here going bed le hmmm nitz nitz everybody

moood high and low mode

08 12 04

2004-12-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

hmmm yesterdae whole was in town aahaha with my xiao lao po and my mei hmmmm meet ard 130 like tat but we were at harbourfront first cux my mei wanna gooo find her gerfrz at harbourfront working den after tat we went to bugis ahahah cuz we intend to gooo down to find one of my frz working at tori q ahahah hmmmm at first i cant recog my frz as he loook damn difff in home clothes ahahaha and i was loook hmmm whr is my frz till i saw his name tag ahahha lolz hmmm lame rite keke bo bian cuz he look damn nerd in his spec sooo i cant recog him keke hmmm den after tat we went to eat our lunch cum dinner bah at pao pao cha shop hmmm the foood not bad hmmm quite nice to mi keke den after we eat liao we shop shop ard bugis hmmmmmm i reallli very tempted man cuz i got sooo many clothing wanna buy leh but no more haiz sian i am sooo broke now le haiz dunno how come i m sooo broke shit man hmmmmmm i think i need to find a job has higher pay lolz keke hmmmm den after i can buy all the thing i wan haiz sob sob hmmmm how i can realli find but i doubt i will wanna tooo hurhur keke den after we shop at orchard ahahaa as there whr i meet my another sis keke den we alll went shop ard lolz and this time is my xiao laopo turn to shop for her dress as she need to buy a dress for a christmas party and she went to try alot ahaha and yesterdae i think whole dae she has change abt ten pieces of dress ahaah hmmmmm laopo i realise ur front is realli big keke after u wear a low cut dresss wah sexy man keke hmmmmm den after tat alll tryin we went to hmv to shop shop hmmmm shit man i still cant find any flip flop i wan man went to havannas to see but can see any i like sob sob i need to buy slippper oso sobsob haiz shit den after tat we went to starbark to sit sit as wee alll is sooo tired le keke hmmmm and when we at starbark , this time rd is not jus onli 4 of us but is ard 9 all together like cuz rus zhi ment and nic and meihui came over to find us during our shooppping time kekke den we sit sit der tilll ard 10 plus and went back le hmmmm realli enjoy last nite but stilll abit sad cuz i cant get all the thing i like hmmmmmm end of this mth i must get alll the thing i wan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmm mood still low low

as i think i time to leet it goooo and be frz den :(

07 12 04

2004-12-08T10:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm yesterdae nothin much happen to moi jus a bit piss but one army bastard chap scolded mi fucker after his movie jus becuz i am doing my job to gooo inside cinema to do check and i jus o[ask him to finish his food outside the cinema den he stare at moi and stop eating le and ask him to handout the food to mi as i will keep for himmm till the show end den return him but he refuse sooo i hack and walk of but after the movie i went in to clear the cinema he walk pass mi and sae hey isnt tat one is jus now that fucker arggghhhh i heard tat i am sooo piss in it but i jus hack wat to do our job is kinda let ppl hate us one :)